PART 44

"Let's get to work quickly! There are still many containers for you to fill," said Steven, the handsome face was very annoying. I just kept quiet even though my face grumbled. I'm really tired. I have to do this job. Yes, because I have a dream. Dream of success in this village and later I will go to the city to visit my father. After everything is finished. Now the workers collect the milk where William is. Yes, the place is not far from this cowshed. The bad news is that we have to walk with this container filled with milk. Oh my God, I brought two containers and this is very difficult for me. I walked in the last line. Maybe because I'm not used to doing this. So my feet are very sore. Moreover, I'm not used to wearing long skirts like this. I'm more comfortable wearing pants. Steven was behind me. He didn't even help me. He walked leisurely while holding a thin arm-sized piece of wood. He plays with the wind. I looked back in annoyance. "Hey? Can we rest first?" I shouted loudly to the woman in front of me. This woman of about forty years looked at me in surprise. He even quit just like me. Then this woman looked behind me. Steven doesn't seem to care about me. He still plays wood and air. "Steven, don't you feel sorry for Jihan? Help him, sis," the woman quipped with an annoyed look on her face when she saw Steven. "Yes, yes, okay, okay," said Steven and brought my container. Finally he wanted to help me too. I don't think he will care about me. "I'm helping you, because I just wanted to pay respect to mom," Steven exclaimed arrogantly. I couldn't help but stare at him. It's really annoying. Luckily he had a handsome face. Just try otherwise. Hm, never mind about his handsome face. We all walked down a crooked dirt road. About twenty workers walked vigorously. Carrying a container of milk. Both boys and girls are very excited. Yes, maybe because they really need money. Just like me. Now after ten minutes of walking. Finally arrived at a place. The place is quite spacious. The pedestal here is ceramic. I no longer smell cow dung. This time it smelled like the smell of a clean place

Now the fat man william checks every container and is accompanied by his worker who is beside him. There are two people. Maybe it was William's maid. After that, we got quite a lot of wages and we were all invited to eat in the backyard of this place. Turns out William was good too. We all grave here with gusto. I ate alone and didn't associate with women who were older than me. I don't know I don't often see girls my age in this village. Maybe I haven't explored the corners of this village. Yes I was busy working and did not have time to ask about it. I accidentally ate it myself. Because I was facing a very high green hill. It's so beautiful. I watched with a happy feeling. The clouds are also very friendly this time the colors are so perfect. I eat this bread voraciously. The texture is very rough. But it feels really good. Totally different from anything I've eaten in the village. Suddenly Steven approached me. He just sat next to me while putting down a bottle of fresh milk. "This is for you. You forgot to take your milk ration," Steven exclaimed without looking at me. "Oh, yes I forgot to take it. Thank you very much Steven," I said looking at his face from the side. I really admire him this time. I can't lie with my feelings. "Oh yeah how is Stella? Is she okay?" asked steven this time looking at me with a curious face. "Oh, Stella is fine. Dani too. But this morning I took her home and there was Robert. He scolded me. I was even called a cheap woman," I explained very shallowly in my heart. "Hahaha, you idiot. I'm so sorry for you. You shouldn't have taken Stella to her house," Steven said innocently laughing so freely. "I have to take responsibility. So I'll just take Stella home," I said confidently. "Yes, you are quite brave too. You have quite a lot of guts," said Steven seeing me with a smile I hold back my smile. Because I almost embarrassed to get that smile. Steven's smile is really very sweet, oh my God.

After a while. We all finished for work and I came home today quickly. Usually there is a lot of work every day. But this time it's just milking. I took a shower and immediately made steamed brownies. The materials are not as complicated as the ones in town. Because I only use makeshift materials. Even I also asked Stella for some ingredients. Luckily, Robert wasn't home at that time. My simple banana bronzer is ready. I mix it with a glass of fresh milk. I sat in the backyard watching the sunset. I enjoy bite by bite. Very soft and the taste is also not too sweet. The perfect combination for this evening. Look at the orange sky that is so beautiful. Unknowingly I cried. Missing my dad. Is he okay in prison? Does he hate me? Or does he miss me? I don't know I don't know that. Even though I chose to be far from the city. Not that I hate my father. I love her. Love him very much. But I just want to be free in this village. I was scared and traumatized by the hustle and bustle of the city. I was forced to become a night butterfly by my own parents. It was very difficult and dark for me. I want to see dad. But I'm also afraid of meeting city people who must also know my father and I'm afraid that I will be plunged back into that black hole without light. Moreover, there are also many delegates from the mayor. I'm afraid there's someone stalking or taking revenge because I've made the mayor in prison. I'm afraid of that. This time I also really missed Aslan. Does he not remember me..does he purposely make to no longer have contact with me. Did he intentionally not try to call me. Even though I don't have a cell phone. But at least he called Stella's landline. But why was there no news from Aslan at all. Actually I was very disappointed. But I had absolutely no right to be angry with Aslan. Because Aslan's kindness was so much more.