PART 51

"What are you looking at?" asked Steven, looking straight into my eyes. I felt very strange. I'm very awkward with this situation. "Oh," I adjusted my seat. "I was of course looking up at the sky. What else could there be?" I answered casually. "But, I noticed you saw not only the sky above. But you seemed to be paying attention to everything in the sky. Isn't that right?" cried Steven reassuringly. Oh my god, steven noticed me? How many minutes has he been like that? "Yeah, you're right. I saw everything in the sky. Like stars, clouds, plane tracks and what else, huh?" I asked while looking up at the sky. "Your feelings," Steven chirps making me look at his face from the side. "What do you mean?" I asked curiously. "Yes, you see your feelings in the sky. If you are feeling good, you will definitely report the dots in a unique, funny and beautiful form. But if you are feeling bad, you will definitely associate the dots with ugly pictures and it might be scary. Because what you see is what happens to your feelings," Steven explained leaving me gaping. The words he spoke made me shudder. Why would he say something like that? Very mature. Even though Steven and I are almost the same age. Yes, none over twenty-five. "You're very good with words. Where did you get all those words from?" I asked as if accusing him of being stupid. "You look like you're just looking down on me," Steven said annoyed, biting the bread in his hand. The mouth chewed leisurely. He seemed to really enjoy the atmosphere tonight. "I got that line from my own mind. Yes, maybe because I like poetry books and beautiful history stories," said Steven casually. Then he drank his almond milk. I'm so glad to hear that Steven likes reading like that. He really fascinated me. I love everything he has to say. Tonight really fell in love with Steven. Oh my God, I can't contain this feeling. "Oh," I said, nodding. I saw him eating his bread again while I stole a glance at him with a glance. I pretended to enjoy this bread in my hand. "Steven, what do you want?" I asked quietly. Steven suddenly stopped chewing and froze for a moment then he looked at my face seriously. "Why do you say that, Jihan?" asked Steven, keeping his eyes on me.

Yes, I'm your friend. Of course I want to know. It's just in case we die," I said as I sat back down. "What do you mean?" Steven asked with a curious face and didn't know what I meant. "What I mean is, if you can't make your dreams come true because you died and maybe I can tell your dreams to your child," I explained what was on my mind. "Huh? Why did you think that way. It's very strange, my son must also know. Because I will definitely tell my son what I want," said Steven confidently. "Yes, maybe your child is still a baby," I said not wanting to lose. "That's weird, but it makes sense," said Steven, nodding. His eyes were still thinking. Ahahah he's so funny. "My goal is to live in the city and have children. Basically, I want to live happily in the city because everything is in the city," explained Steven firmly. "Huh? Okay okay, I mean what do you want to be?" I said curiously. "Just so you know. I want to be a model. Hahaha, I'm really handsome," he answered by justifying his blonde hair. Oh my god that looks so funny. "Heh, that's weird. I thought you wanted to be a famous writer because you like reading poetry and history books," I said with a guess. "Yes I do. But maybe it would be fun if I became a model," said Steven with a happy face imagining himself. "Oh yeah, tomorrow how about we both go to Grandpa Juan's house?" my advice. "Oh yes, you're right. I haven't met Juan's grandfather yet. He's done a lot for me. He deserves something from me. He's been a big help to me," Steven said seriously. "Okay, fine. But Juan's grandfather is very stubborn. He doesn't even want me to give him a few bills," I exclaimed in disappointment. "He might just be shy. Or he really has a principle that he doesn't want to be pitied by people," said Steven guessing. I shook my head. "I don't know, I don't know. What is clear is that the people here are very different from the people I met in the city. If in my city a beggar I give him money and he accepts it with great pleasure and even really praises the people who help him too much. It's different if here. If you don't want it here, it's given what it deserves. Yes, like Juan's grandfather. Maybe he really upholds a principle," I said according to my knowledge.

Yeah, maybe. I don't know. But it could. What are you saying," Steven said, taking a closer look at me. For some reason I also looked into her hazel eyes that were so beautiful. That night his eyes were really anesthetized. "You're actually beautiful," said Steven suddenly. Just makes me heartbroken. What does all that mean? I'm not interested in him anymore. I just looked ahead at the view of the gardens and hills with dim lights. "But you're stupid, you're innocent too fickle," said Steven casually. "What? It's nice to say that," I exclaimed in annoyance. But I really thought about what he said. Damn I'm really embarrassed to be said like this. "Kaka as soon as I want to go home. It's already late. Thank you for the food," I said quickly. I stood up from my seat. "Yes, be careful yes," said Steven in a low voice. Seriously he's not driving me home? Oh Lord. I'm so annoyed with him. It's been a long time. But Steven really didn't come close to me to drive me home. Crazy. He really is crazy. I'm so annoyed. I walked to my house. Exactly the house I rented. The night is so cold now. I went straight to my room and lay down on the bed. For some reason my mind resonated with Steven's handsome face. I hate Steven. But I also like it..oh my God this is really unfair to me. Why can I feel this feeling. I'm confused with this feeling. *** On a city street. Robert was there. He looked around with a confused face while occasionally looking at his cellphone. He tried to call someone. "Hey, I'm already at the place you meant. Where are you now old friend?" asked Robert with an impatient face. "Okay, you wait there. There will be two people to pick you up," replied the man in a deep voice on the phone. Okay, okay. I'll wait," said Robert and put his cell phone in his trouser pocket. He sat on a chair. To be precise in front of the restaurant. He also ordered hot coffee. A few minutes later there was a big black car. Robert's face was stunned to see the car. He was very proud his old friend could be like that. Robert approached when someone waved at him. He immediately got into the shiny luxury car quickly.

Robert, a man with a big body like a sportsman, sat with his back relaxed. He really enjoyed the air in the car. "Are you really an old friend of Josh?" asked the driver who was Josh's mayor. "Yes, that's true. Actually he is my little friend. Why do you ask like that?" asked Robert so curiously that he furrowed his brows. The two people in front looked at each other. Meanwhile, Robert is confused with them. The driver cleared his throat. "Ehem ahem, because it's weird. Why do you look like that? Even though as far as I know the mayor's friend Josh is always neat and smells good," said the man with a sturdy body in a suit. Ribert glared in annoyance. He smelled his own underarms twice. "Hey, you're good. Yes, I really don't smell good and I look like this. This is because I'm a villager. Are you satisfied with this Hem?" asked Robert irritably. "Oh, sorry. That means I'm right," said the man next to the driver with a small laugh. "You impolite!" cursed Robert in his heart. Now after a few minutes have passed. Robert has also seen a lot of high-rise buildings and shops that are so luxurious. He really enjoyed the city view. He hoped to be successful with his mission this time. "I immediately called you here. Because I didn't want to wait too long. I wanted to quickly meet Jihan Karbela," said Josh, the man with white hair dashingly. "Hahaha, okay. Didn't you ask how I was doing? We haven't seen each other for a long time? And suddenly you've become mayor," said Robert in a pleasant tone in the shiny and private room. "I already know how you are. Surely you need a lot of money. Because I know how hard it is to live in the village," Josh said arrogantly. Robert nodded in understanding. "So what do you think? What are your plans for me to meet Jihan?" asked Josh seriously. "I already have a plan. a very good plan. But before that can I ask for a down payment first?" asked Robert with a big smile. Josh smiled with one corner of his lips curled up. He really knows how Robert's attitude is. Country people who are greedy for money. Yes, actually the same as him. It's just that he's smarter than Robert. Josh immediately gave cash to Robert and Robert's face was very happy. He really had waited a long time to hold onto this much money. He promised himself that he would not disappoint his childhood friend Josh.