Phoenix memories is back

Phoenix's face was calm as the entire red mist disappeared in an instant, as if it had never been there in the first place. Nothing out of the ordinary, just serenity, peace, and silence. No one spoke at all between the three of them.

Ru Jing and Xuan Ti, looked anxiously at Phoenix, from head to toe. But they paid more attention to her face. Looking for remnants of anxiety, bitterness, and sadness.

But that shouldn't be the case, because what they know is that what Phoenix drinks is dew that will restore her power. And supposedly, what appeared on Phoenix's face was joy, enthusiasm, and happy.

While the seconds passed in silence, the contours of Phoenix's face were calm and peaceful. Her forehead started to wrinkle a little, but it got more and more deep. Her eyes wide opened with horror, startled. And She spontaneously covered her mouth with her right palm, while her eyes were wide open.

No one knew what made her act like that, not Xuan Ti, not even Ru Jing who knew Phoenix's character and behaviour clearly because she used to accompany her every day at the Phoenix residence.

Moments later, Phoenix's body began to shake, her head shaking left and right. Then she covered her eyes with her palms. but at first glance, it seems that her efforts are fruitless. And the next second, still with her palms she covered her ears. And while exclaiming "No… no… stop… stop…".

No one understood what she meant. Was the power she received too great for her human body? Due to the power that Phoenix possessed during her lifetime as a Phoenix, of course it wouldn't be a problem because her body was a divine body, where it was much stronger, sturdier, shining, and could absorb great energy essence.

Or did she regret having received her power again? Because for her current life as a human, of course it is not too much use. Moreover, the yellow kingdom is in a state of Prosperity safely under control the orders of King Xuan Ti.

Xuan Ti and Ru Jing exchanged glances, their eyes met, both of which seemed to be asking its other by their eyes, but the next second Ru Jing shrugged her shoulders and hands, with both palms turned upwards, answering Xuan Ti's question. she did it because her body contorted after receiving Xuan Ti's deadly glare. she didn't expect to receive wrath from Xuan Ti, anything that happened to Phoenix could trigger his anger.

After receiving Ru Jing's answer, Xuan Ti looked back at Phoenix, this time with a face full of anxiety and deep horror. Because Phoenix hysterical screams are getting worse.

Meanwhile on Phoenix's side. all she knew after the mist that had shrouded her body disappeared, what she felt was a deep calm, as if she had never felt such calm before.

Her eyes became clearer and sharper. Like the eyes of a new-born baby. Clear, sharp and shining full of joy.

But that feeling only lasts for a moment because of the next second. Her eyes see flashes of her own memory, starting from the early days she was born as a Phoenix, growing up to be a cheerful little child, continuing to grow into adulthood where she lived a quiet life in her residence. Joking with her friends, her face looks happy because her lips smile at the flash of her own memory.

Then continued on to flashes that at first, she didn't know and understand what was happening, because those flashes of memory showed her non-self from the forms of other people, she didn't know at all.

But after a while a realization filled her mind. This is the memory of the lives she lived, which she received from people whose lives were filled with, anger, hatred, heartache, envy, rotten thoughts, jealousy and could be summarized as a very thick and deep darkness. The life that appeared in front of her eyes, was very heart-wrenching, like a dagger slowly slicing through the skin and you could feel the pain that was unbearable.

From one life to another and another to hundreds of lives. Starting from the life of a family who is accused of a crime they did not commit but they have to accept the punishment, if the punishment is only for one person in one family, maybe the suffering borne by other family members can still be healed over time.

But what is in punishment is one family, even other relatives down to their children and grandchildren. And they were punished in front of their families. Burned alive. A shrill scream could be heard roaring through the punishment area. Only the wailing of a small child could be heard adding to the pain, getting darker and darker. Their hearts were filled with anger and deep hatred.

Yes, they will keep that hatred even after their death and they swear to take revenge on those who have made them suffer. They will chase those people until the hell.

Another flash of memory shows a girl whose birth was not wanted, because she was born as a girl not a boy. She was banished to a lost soul forest, where anyone who entered, the forest was believed to die a horrific death. Their souls will be tortured little by little until their souls are filled with thick and deadly darkness.

The girl has arrived in the lost soul forest, experiencing torture that is extremely terrible for the pure soul of a child to accept. That even adults would scream in excruciating pain when their souls were torn apart little by little, and every torture they received made their minds filled with anger that could burn the entire forest if only that could happen, so that no more lost soul forest, so no more people or even babies will suffer.

But unfortunately, that didn't happen. Their souls continue to be torn apart until at the end all that remains is the vacant gaze that clings to their physical bodies. They will not be able to get out of the lost soul forest once entered there. they can only get out of there if they die very, very horribly, until their remnant soul lasted, and their physical bodies are dead. And in the end only the angry souls that flew out of the forest horribly when their last breaths made their physical bodies limp on the dirty and disgusting ground.

The angry girl soul will seek out the people who abandoned her and leave her in the lost soul forest alone. She is angry with her parents, it's not her fault that she was born as a girl, she did not choose to be born as a girl, if she could choose then she would choose to be born as a boy.

If indeed her existence is not wanted, it is enough to draw a sword and flick it at her neck and die immediately, so that she does not have to suffer prolonged and heart-wrenching suffering. She can die without her knowing it. And maybe her soul just goes and seeks another birth. But instead, they threw her into the lost soul forest and now only revenge filled the girl's soul. seeking justice from her soul thirsting for the blood of her parents, even the people involved.

Her soul floated in the darkness of the night. Makes her heart full of darkness become darker and deeper. It's as if the surrounding circumstances support the grudge that is stored in her heart, or even laugh at her pathetic and disgusting soul.

Her soul screamed, groaning in pain wanting to tear the souls who is responsible for the suffering she had felt so far. Which she will ensure the souls of those who feel twice the pain of the pain she received and felt while in the lost soul forest. She will make sure of that happen.

Her eyes were full of hatred, if her physical body were still attached, then that physical body would be shaken violently by the anger that surpassed her fragile soul. Fragile because it is overcome by a deep sense of revenge, fragile because of mounting anger and cannot subside until the souls she wants are in her grip. It's sad to be hungry by the grudge of being born as a woman, concluded the fragile soul inwardly.