learn about ava 3

do i know he sits in the back of the class to stare at me but the reason behind him staring is lost to me. but the only thing i can think of is he wants to hurt me and i dont care if he does what is the diffence if a hot man does it than my step mom and siblings its not like i am pretty,sexy , hot. so i know he is going to hurt me at some point. i know im not cute but its ok i have been told in the past that i am a goddess walking on earth but i dont beileve them i dont see it. ( but she is that gorgous that men will instantly notice her waking passed them and they will get beat if their wives or lovers or girlfirends notice it. and now your wondering how only axel noticed her change in behavior and it is because every other man only sees her face and instantly thinking about fucking her nothing else they dont care if she is now wearing pants insted of dressed is all comes off eventualy so why pay attention to that detail.)

im all ready for school and i cant hear anything downstairs so i am assuming it is clear for me to go to school in peace but we all know i am bad at assuming things so i should never gamble this is my life realization. so lets see if i gambled right this time shall we, i opened the door to my room slowly and then slowly get out of the room and close my door quietly and then sowly walk down the stairs one at a time im going so slow a slug could pass me and be ahead of me for a good mile and a half before i catch up.i finaly make it down stairs and i think i gambled right this time i make it to the door andi reach out to grab the handle when i was suddenly grabbed and thrown in to the nearst wall.