new school year

well that year has gone and passed and now the new school year is here starting again. i honestly dont want to go anywhere but at the same time anywhere is better than this place.this place is no longer my home i have no say in it so if i stay it will be the worst decision i have ever made because that bitch will find me and beat me.i am barky holdingo n as it is the beatings some how gotten worse of the summer and i havent ate in 3 days and i cant sneak food anymore because she caught me how was i supposed to know it was for a project she was going to do she noticed one was misssing and she knew she only bought just enough to make her pies and she knew she daughters didnt take it because they dont like apples and the staff knows better than to take food from them so it left me. so now she takes invatory of the food she has every morning and every night so she knows if i took food by night time and she knows what her children eat so she doesnt count that food so if the food she beileves should be eaten by her and her daughters is more than she thinks i get in trouble even if it wasnt my fault. now im struggling and grunting to get dressed this morning to go to school but before i do i have to hide my brusies with make up and then im golden to leave my bedroom. i have to walk to school because i dont trust them to get me there safely.