im jealous

i dont know what she had done to not be punished by dad. i mean we do the same missions and have the same training i think but she can get away with more than i can and i get away with alot.she gets treated like she is like a real queen walking our halls. she can yell and hit dad and once she even punched him and he just walked it off if it was anyone else we would have been dead it doesnt matter if we are family or not we would be dead.

andi know you are probably thinking she is fucking your dad you need to confront her. and i have also thought that once and i did i asked them i really asked them. but they denied it and that hurt me more just come clean damn it. so i did the next best thing i hid cameras and sound equipment i put it everywhere and nothing happended and i had it up for 4 months. oh shut up i hear you screaming in my ears saying they knew but i can guarentee they didnt i am the best out of the boys to place spy equipment.

there is no way you can fake not being in a relationship for four months when you both live in the same roof. so i know a hundred and ten perecent that they arent a couple.what ever the reason is i should have thought about it so i could be the favorite. fiiiine sue me i am jealous.

at times it feels like her bond with my dad is stronger than her bond with me. i know its not true it just my jealously talking but still im his son his blood his biological son his flesh and blood he fucked my mother to have me and he raised me from birth just like my brothers so why in hell cant we slam the door behind us after an agrument and she can.i cant beileve i am jealous of my own women i am so pathetic.