you dont trust me

after everything is somewhat back to normal and axel is standing in front of me with his arms crossed and his face has this experession"better explain what the fuck just happened earlier" playing over and over like a bad rerun. " ax hear me out" i cry out. he now has a pissed look on his face and he motions his hands to tell me to continue and then recrosses his arms. " so im not trained like the rest of you i have special training" i look around and all the boys and even ruben is here and they are now listening to this argument. i look back at axel when he yells"what the fuck is that supposed to mean!?"

with a calm voice i say"i was trained in weapons and martial arts just like the rest of you but since i was picking it up faster and was better than all of you i was sent for more training one day when your father saw me fighting in one of my training sessions he sent me to learn actual warrir training and( i pause)." AND WHAT AVA AND WHAT" yelled axel.i take a deep breath and i brace for impact because i know he isnt going to like this part.

he clenches his jaw waiting for me to respond. i look doen and say solftly " spy training" i then finished the sentence like i was never talking softly at all " i learned how to do everything like a spy or secret agent would do".i start to play with my fingers waiting for the explosion that is going to happen. but nothing it is quiet i look up and he has a hurt look in his eyes ans when our eyes met he yells" why didnt you tell me anything huh? im going to be your fucking husband for fucks sake! do you not remember that?so why huh so why did you keep it from me?"

i was about to speak when ruben buts in"i told her not to tell anyone so she an find the traitors and tell me so i can watch and confirm they betrayed me." but axel isnt having it "so you are telling me you dont trust me enough to know about this? she is going to be my wife after all! does that not matter to anyone? i should at least know what all she is trained in for fucks sake!" jacob buts in now and says"dude calm down i didnt even know this and im the next leader the next king the next boss."

but still axel doesnt calm down" tsk like i beileve you right now".ruben buts in again and says "i tell you not to tell her things for missions to dont i?" axel replies" well yah"ruben continues" well this was her mission well her ongoing mission to be exact she tells me if she thinks she foiund a traitor and i watch them. so why would i let her tell you she has found ten traitors since she has started this mission?" but axel doesnt understand" but im her husband i need to know what she is capable of at least its not like i need to know she is your undercover spy i need to know my wife can handle herself in battle and if she is better than me than so be it i wont worry as much about her but yall didnt trust me!" axel shakes his head and leaves the room.