i fucked up again

its been a month and i havent been in contact with anyone back home because it will put the mission in jeopardy, and i just got back i told the maid i will take my stuff to my room.my plan is to talk to ruben then go drop off my bag in my room. so my bag is with me while i wait for ruben to get off the phone.so when he finally looks at me i say " it should be fairly easy for you to take over america. their are 6 mafias in america and they are spread out they have horrible security and the guards are drunk.i was able to just walk right into the bosses office and he was sleeping in his office i could have killed him if i wanted to,i also deleted all the footage of me ever being there i also bugged their system so if you plug this in( hands flashdrive to ruben) to your computer you can see everything they do and when they arent paying attention you can steal documents."

i leave the room and walk into mine and i am watching a familar scene. i see that my fucking husband has fucked up again biut this time he has fucked up worse. what part of dont fuck up did he not understand? diddnt he say he learned his lesson? i dont know but i am feral right now and that is a bad thing for everyone im like a hollow shell i will kill everyone who will get in my way.i dont even think i will respond to ruben or jacob at this point i am way to far gone.he took my heart and burned it again and then put the ashes in a box and burned the box. only the act of god can save me now and bring me back to the living back to reality. i am moving into the penthouse with my kids but before i do that i want the whole house to know how much a jerk axel is. then an idea comes to mind and i smirk at my sleeping husband who is naked with a blonde girl wrapped around him sleeping in MY BED.they fucking did it in MY MOTHERFUCKING BED!. i pull out my gun and i shoot the girl.