like a little girl

dad bursts in my roomm while im fucking my lastest hoe and says" we are at war with avas mom" and i get up and only wear pants who needs a shirt or underwear when you are at war. your lucky i put clothes on at all,now i see ava as my sister we have grown closer now so i will make sure she doesnt die or get captured by that psycho woman. well we won the war it wasnt really a challenge it only lasted a few hours what a joke. what is this bullshit dad kept something from me i get he couldnt trust anyone with this secret but it hurts alittle knowing he would think i was a possible spy or will betray him. but im not as hurt as axel the look in his eyes screams betrayal. because ava didnt tell him she had more training, dad even stepped in and said he ordered her not to say anything and he wouldnt listen i even said a few words and still nothing.

after axel storms out like a little girl i walk up to ava and hold her trying to calm her down because her lover just left to deal with the aftermath of this. she killed her stepmother and he demanded to know the secret and shit and he couldnt handle it so he leaves.what a fucking pussy, i cant believe you are my brother if we werent blood you would have died a long time ago you are not fit to be in the mafia we save you all the damn time when you screw up. cant you handle your girl keeping a mafia related secret from you when all we do is keep secrets from everyone when it comes to missions we are on and ehat we learned and shit. we report our find to the one we need to report to and that is it if we can tell others we will but mostly we cant for saftey reasons and also of we have a spy in our group they can run and tell their real leader tsk brother i swear you are going to get killed one day on a mission.

ok i might have lied earlier im starting to have feelings for ava that might be why i was so mad at axel leaving ava alone.but im pushing them aside and acting like she is a sister to me,well my idiot brother has been gone a month and ihear ava crying every night in her room all i want to do is go and hold her so she can calm down but i cant. tsk that bastard is making her cry.i can tell she misses him ,well she finally left her room i just heard her get in the car. dad couldnt handle her crying so he left to go do some business without me because he said i need to watch ava and make sure she doesnt do anything stupid so i ot left behind. well i wonder if this counts as stupid i think she is going to axel and try and force him to come back she might even end up begging him to come home since she has been crying every night for a month. i shrug its not my problem they need to work it out i cant handle her crying anymore. not long after she left she is back and i happened to walk in just in time to see her climb in the air vent in the kitchen. oh shit what happened? so i hide and see if i get to see a show or not sure enough my brother comes storming in and running in the house like a mad man yelling avas name.

im surprised he hasnt found me yet because one im not hiding very well and two he is looking in every nook and cranny.he stops in the livingroom and i can see him start to pace back and forth. what the hell did you do brother? i see him start talking to himself and i start to silently laugh at him until i hear him say he is sorry then istart to listen and hear him ask her to take him back. what? now i am confused what did he do? and that is when i hear him say the word cheated and at that moment i realized i am in love with ava because my blood os boling and not not in the you hurt my sister type of way it more of you hurt my love and your going to die now type a way.this kid wouldnt shut up about her when he came home from school and begged dad to take her in and one time he gets hurt because dad said she couldnt tell him something he goes out and cheats on her and she saw it im beyond pissed now.

i see her walking in the livingroom now and he is begging her to take him back tsk he cheats and now he wants her back and thats when i rememeber the deal we made long time ago if he fucks up she goes to me. this would be considered a fuck up right? im hoping she turns him doen so i can have her since i just figured out im in love with her but thats when i hear her say" one more chance" and my heart shattered. then i hear her say that he needs to tell me and dad that he cheated and tells him the deal that she will go to me if he fucks up again and just like that i feel hope again. i have the biggest smile on my face then i slip away and go to my room.

now i am in dads office i am trying not to show my blood boiling since it nevered cooled down since i heard everything the day before.i have to make it look like i dont care but i see dad is about to kill him and i smirk to myself at the sight.he is getting mad for the both of us and he dont even know it. that bastard was cheating on her everynight to get her out of his mind because he was hurt. the worst part is she found him naked in bed with not one but two hoes thats when i lost it and said. that he was throwing her away for hoes. i even tell him i would throw away my hoes for her and to get his act together and the next part hurt me saying it. but i had to just to keep my cover,that i dont care for her in that way but i do i really do. i love her im in love with her so i hope he fucks up again so i can have her. so i say that i want to know how she feels during sex which is not a lie but not the way i said it i made it sound gross and me sound like an ass.the way i said it was that i only see her as a fuck toy which is not the case at all by any means.but i had to make it sound like it was so no one knows my true feelings until he fucks up again.