Chapter3 GETTING JEALOUS
"yesha yesterday all the things i said about love that'all, just nothing", lucas
"Of course, it's fine with me lucas don't think too much about that",yesha
"Okay class listen,today we're going to do a dance but simple dance. what to do first by partner and then when the song is remixed, the boys will make a big circle, of course there is still space for the girls to enter step by step and every turn iof the girls this will pass to other boys and when the remix is over he will be your las partner, do you understand class.",ma'am
Classmate POV
"yes ma'am"
"I'm so excited"
In the unexpected that i looked at enzo and he was the same to me, and with a smile on his face I didn't expect him to smile at me, I want to avoid looking but i can't do it.
Then enzo suddenly stood up and approached me.
"Hi yesha, How are you, ok to you if i sit next to you?", Enzo
"yes of course",yesha
"I just want to ask, do you know how to dance?",enzo
"I don't know how to dance, but if someone will teach me of course I will learn",yesha
"That's good",enzo
I really didn't expect him to stand beside me and say the words that impossible hear from him. and because I'm so happy I can't explain what I'm feeling.
"Lucas i think yesha might melt because of your stare with her",erica
"what do you think erica,
how much yesha like enzo",lucas
"I think, how much you love yesha",erica
"wait why are you saying I love yesha",lucas
"you know lucas, those things you look at and what your heart says never lies"erica.
"I love her but just a friend and that's only until then.
just a friend",lucas
"but is what your heart says the same? you know lucas before others get ahead of you, face your feelings for yesha.
Because it's hard when everything is too late, you just have the courage to say that you love yesha",erica
"How did you know that I like yesha",lucas
"since the first day of school, I saw you stared at yesha for so long and during the recess that I spilled the coffee at yesha, you followed her,and when you found out that yesha already likes someone else, you got hurt so much and always you go rooftop alone. and now that you can't even avoid looking at yesha because you love her, you may not admit it but your heart is telling the truth",erica
"if that's the case, you noticed all of them?",lucas
"You know I know a lot of things but i don't make it obvious and say it because I just let it go and forget it",erica
"Can you just not tell yesha that",lucas
"as long as you say, and there's another one you still have hope don't lose hope and i'll take care of you",erica
"yesha you are partner of lucas because I already have a partner pity lucas doesn't have a partner, oppss sorry enzo is here i didn't notice",erica
"no it's okay, i already have a partner with abby",enzo
"enzo already has a partner, yesha you shoudl be with lucas",erica
"yes of course lucas is the only partner i want",yesha
"okay class you have 1 hour to practice and after that you will all go to the stage and what you practiced you will perform there, so be ready you will only do 4 steps so it's not that hard" , ma'am
classmate POV
"yes ma'am"
"Thank you ma'am"
"lucas you and yesha are now partners, I'm great right", erica
I know that i am not type like yesha partner, that's why i went to enzo and talked to him but he said he already has a partner and it's abby, when i found out that I immediately come to yesha.
"yesha, are you okay?",lucas
"Do you have a partner luke?",yesha
"not yet, do you have it?",lucas
"can you be my partner?",yesha
"do you want me to be your partner?",lucas
"yes, why don't you like me?",yesha
"No, i just asked, maybe you like someone else",lucas
"it's okay for me that you are my partner luke",yesha
while we are practicing dancing, i see yesha is focusing on others instead of dancing, but she is only looking at enzo, it's painful to feel that she should only focus on you but she is focusing on others.
while she is focusing on others, i am the one focusing on her.
do you know the feeling that when you look at the person you like, you have a different feeling and you love him even if you just look at him. because of the happiness you are feeling, you don't know what to do.
and i didn't realize I was thinking so much about yesha there was tears in my eyes.
"luke, are you okay?
is there something that hurts you luke?",yesha
"I'm fine, nothing hurts me, my eyes just hurt a little",lucas
"are you sure?",yesha
"of course, don't worry anymore, i'm fine now",lucas
"if something hurts you, just tell it to me",yesha
I am hurt because I love you so much and even if i am hurt i still choose to love you, because this is love and i know there is still hope so i won't give up immediately.
"okay class 1 hour is over and everyone go to the stsge",ma'am
everyone is out and ready for the dance,because so many are watching so everyone is getting ready and everyone have a partner.
when the song was played, everyone danced at the same time.
and when the remix is near and it needs to change partner and place to stand and dance, but i took a little longer not to move because...
"I don't want to give you to others, because it hurts too much",lucas
"I don't want to give you to others, because it hurts too much",lucas
the times i'm holding yesha hand and when the remix song start and i need to pass her to someone else hands, but i can't let go of her hand because i'm scared.
I am not yet ready to be hurt because of love.
"lucas, are you okay?",yesha
"i wanna tell you something..",lucas
"what's that, do you have something to say, because lucas remix song is near",yesha
" because yesha I....",lucas
I didn't say that i like her because the remix song start and others girls are holding my hand, because all gis will go around all boys and wherever the remix song stop she will be your last partner till the end of dance.
after the remix of the song yesha went to enzo and erica went to lucas.
"Hi yesha",enzo
"Hello enzo",yesha
"Do you know that I just noticed that your eyes are beautiful",enzo
"you know you're handsome when you're smiling",yesha
"you are beautiful to when you smile",enzo
When i saw enzo and yesha smiling and looking at each other, my heart is slowly breaking.
"Lucas don't deny that you are not hurt now?",erica
"i wish her happiness",lucas
"even if you are hurt, you still wish for it?",erica
"Can i do something for the person I like who likes someone else",lucas
"tell me lucas that you heart is not yet ready to be hurt because of love, am i right?",erica
"yeah I'm not ready,
I'm hurting so bad right now",lucas
When the dance was over we were all back to the room, and it was also time to go home.
"luke you're really good at dancing",yesha
"you are also good at dance",lucas
"isn't it that you should have said something to me earlier but you didn't tell me, just tell it to me now",yesha
"should i tell you something, maybe i forgot",lucas
"is it like that, but if it's important i know you won't forget it, but if it's not important it's nothing to you so you forget about that",yesha
"yes you right",lucas
"should you have confessed to yesha earlier?",erica
"yes i wish but i didnt",lucas
"don't worry there's still plenty of opportunities so don't lose hope",erica
"lucas, will you come with me going home",yesha
"of course, bye erica take care",erica
"take care erica ",yesha
"bye guys",erica
as we were walking home i was behind him while i look her face with a smile that enzo was the reason.
when we reached their house, yesha thanked me and I was the one who went home.
*Home*
"Why your face look frowning, did something happen?",david
"I am jealous because of enzo",lucas
"it looks like you really love her, wait who is that girl you like?",david
"yesha is her name",lucas
"just the name that looks beautiful, but you really love her because you are jealous",david
"no matter what i do to stop it, the more i love her and when i love her i get hurt",lucas
"Have you ever seen someone who loves without getting hurt",david
"My advice for you, no matter how hard you are because of love and you see that you still have a chance, don't let that opportunity be lost, admit that you love her and whatever her answer will be, accept it" ,david
"YOU FEEL THE LOVE SO WILL GET HURT, YOU WILL FEEL JEALOUS BECAUSE YOU LOVE THE PERSON"