CHAPTER 14(2)

The rumored couple (part two) -2

“There’s a lot of ways Aouli but not this. I don't think that you have the right to complain to her either. You hurt her. Then you've gotta understand why she hates you know. Do you honestly think that Sir Van is way better than you? That was because you keep on thinking like that. Instead of wasting your time then why don't you show her what kind of man that you have become? You’re better than this. Yes, it hurts that the girl you loved might push you away no matter what you do but you’re here to prove that. You’re here to prove yourself not just an ex-boyfriend but a man who truly loves her. She was just hurt once, please do understand that.” I said seriously

Seriously, I don’t know what I should tell to this man.

“I got jealous...it’s just that I don’t want Sir Van to be chosen by her...I was so bound with jealousy, because I know he was way better than me and the fact that Momo can choose him anytime. I can’t deal with that. I don’t want her to be with other men than me. Even if we lived together, there’s no meaning to it. We’re still exes, nothing can change that. It’s only 3 months that we’ll be together anyway, in the end, it was all nothing to her. But I don’t want this to end. I love her first than him.” Aouli confessed and he couldn’t stop crying in front of me.

See, he loves him so much. I don’t know what’s keeping them both to be like this. Maybe it was just like that, isn’t it? When you love someone no matter how bad a person that you can when you fall in love with someone there’s nothing that you can do about your feelings. And even if how many times that Aouli pushed by her, he is someone who will do anything for her. Even if by means that Momo can just treat him as air, or simply can’t see his sacrifices. For that, I’d give him a credit with that. Love is complicated to understand. More like, it was impossible for a fujioshi like me. I was already content with the 2D characters that I fell in love with in anime. I can’t fall in love with anyone. I just can’t. And another thing, the only reason why Chang Heng sticks close with me is that we’re in this deal. This is nothing but a pretend relationship.

And I know that there’s nothing that can guarantee this kind of relationship. It wasn’t even that serious anyways. Time will come that this deal will be stopped and then we’ll stop seeing each other soon. After all, we’re just using one another. That’s how I see it. I took a deep sigh and I got closer to him and I patted his head. Looks like I made him cry. Was I harsh to say those things? I guess I can’t stop myself whenever I was pointing out the truth then. I can be sarcastic sometimes you know.

“Stop crying..we’ll be seen. I don’t want to be issued with you, let me clear you with that. And as if I’d fall in love with my kid brother. You’re just nothing but a best friend to me. Anyways, as your friend, I guess I’ll help you but in one condition, you have to help me too.”I told him

Aouli wiped his tears and he nodded, “S—Sure. What do I need to do?” He asked

“Simple. Become my seke character.” I said seriously and his jaw dropped because of what I just said. He looked quite surprised about it and he tried to process what is it, he seemed to be freaking out about it, and once he got what I just said he suddenly freaks out and moved away from me, “What the hell!?”

I started drooling as I touched my cheeks. He’d be a perfect inspiration to the character that I am planning to write in my BL, plus with his personality, I am getting a lot of ideas now. I just can’t help myself you know. It’s not that I have a crush on him or anything but I think that he is quite perfect on the character that I’ll be writing. I gave him a smiled and got even more closer to him, “Come on, you’re face is quite handsome. I think you’ll be perfect in my Boy’s Love that I’ve been writing. Come on~!”

“No!” He immediately refuses me and I just pouted him which made him troubled about it. I am not getting away here. I will make him say yes.

I can see that he was already freaking out. But he remain calm composure and he acted cool trying not to be affected by my actions. That Intern Accountant was also like this when he finds out that I’m a fujioshi but between him and Aouli, I can say that Aouli is a calm one despite of this kind of situation he still managed to think straight. Well, I guess because he already knew that I’m a fujioshi in the first place. Plus he was once my publisher so I guess that’s when he knew about my secret then. After all, his family owns a known publishing company and he was assigned to take care of it so that his father won’t do anything against him or ruin his dreams as a doctor. It must be hard for him, huh? To help his family in their company and he even followed Momo here in the company to become a receptionist because he was desperate to get back to her. And he was having a hard time as a Doctor Pediatrician too. Is he even barely living?

I guess his love for Momo made him become like this. Because of love, people can do unexpected things. Well, I love them to get back together but of course, there’s a price on it you know. If he wants me to help him to Momo then he gotta agree with me or else. He just sighed in defeat and he touched his head and he sighed deeply, “Deal..”Aouli said and then he pats my head, “Even if you’re a crazy fujioshi, you’re still a girl. Plus, with this, we’re even now right?”

I flipped my hair and I smirked at him, “You do get that your best friend is a fujioshi so this is the price that you should pay. And it’s about BL!” I said and I started getting excited about it and I sweat up a bit when I noticed that Intern Accountant. His face is scary. He took a deep breath and he just shouted suddenly so that he would get Aouli’s attention too.

“SATSUKI!”

Aouli laughed at me and he just elbowed me, “Your boyfriend is jealous.” He said seriously and I just rolled my eyes at him. What? When did he become my boyfriend, huh? And that’s not going to happen. I ship with another accountant, with Robert. His best friend! That’s the reason we can’t be together you know. And why would he be jealous? We’re not even in a relationship. His stares were scary, I feel like he’s gonna murder Aouli with his stares.

He got closer to us and then he crossed his arms and he just glared at Aouli. He’s being way too much you know. What’s his problem anyway? Other than making me his slave earlier to deliver his boxes, what’s this dude's problem? He’s too hard to figure out. He took a deep breath and he glared at Aouli once again and he grabbed me away from him, “So what the hell is your problem? Why are you so close with my Satsuki?” He asked him and Aouli raised his hands and he laughed, “Me? No way. I can never like Satsuki. She’s like my kid-sister haha!”

“Hey, he’s still my senior. Don’t just declare that you’re jealous here.” I told him and I rolled my eyes at him. Why does he have to act like a jealous boyfriend here? This is too humiliating. In front of Aouli too. Aouli stared at me and he laughed, “Satsuki next time tell your boyfriend not to be jealous because I’m too in love with Momo. And I can never like you. You even ship me with men so no way!”

“Not my problem, your best friend is a fujoshi.” I declared to him and I flipped my hair and Intern Accountant just glared at me even more, “You two were too close. You acted as if I’m not even here. Wow.”