A Lost Ability

When we are consumed by pride, then everything will be useless.

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I woke up feeling a soft tap on my cheek.

My head was heavy and dizzy.

I slowly opened my eyes, and a glare of light entered my eyes.

"Ejh, are you okay?"

I immediately turned to the voice that sounded soft in my ear.

I recognize him now.

"Andre, what happened?"

I have my eyes open by now.

I saw Andre sitting next to me, bringing food.

"You're okay, last night you fainted in front of room 14. I found you, that's why I asked some children to help take you to the patient care!"

"Hmmm passed out!"

"Yeah, you don't remember do you?"

I paused for a moment trying to remember what happened to me last night.

"Ejh?"

"Wait, I'm thinking!?"

"Argh, I'm dumbfounded!"

Surprisingly I don't remember what happened last night. I'm trying to remember what happened last night but still can't remember and nothing is empty at all.

"Eat first!"

He handed me the food he had brought me.

I just asked him to put it on the edge of the bed.

"I'll eat later! What time isn't?"

"Hmm, noon. Why?"

"Ahh. It's late!"

"You've rested, later when you're feeling better, then you'll start the activity!"

"yeah"

"I want to pray first, bye. I'll be here again ok!"

I just nodded my head when Andre rushed out of this room.

I held my head because I felt a strange pain. Dizzy but different from the usual dizziness.

I decided to get up and try with a sitting position.

I sat down and I leaned my head against the wall behind me.

While contemplating what happened last night.

And how come I fainted in front of room 14.

I just shut up and closed my eyes while placing my index finger in front of my forehead. I tap slowly maybe I can remember that.

When I'm confused or thinking about something. I must have just done something new.

And suddenly my index finger turned very cold when I touched it snugly against my middle forehead.

And at that very second, suddenly a flash of a dream like a memory appeared in my head. Spins very fast.

"Aaaaaaaa"

I screamed when I saw a memory at which time my vision became very wide and I could see everything.

And finally, all the memories that I experienced last night I know everything. Everything is very clear.

I have goosebumps right now. Remembering what happened last night between me and him.

An incident that I don't want to repeat in my entire life.

Where is he now? Is he sick too? Because the last time I saw him, he was lying on the floor covering his ears on the 14th floor.

Is he still there?

I immediately got up and left the infirmary, deciding to go to room 14.

Because the patient care room is on the first floor and room 14 is on the second floor. Then I will climb the stairs, which makes my body so weak.

After arriving on the second floor, without thinking I went straight to the right hallway to meet him in room 14.

I have no feelings for him or want to be angry with him. Because I don't think there's any point in holding a grudge against him either.

I opened room 14 and I saw that one of the children was sleeping on the bed with a blanket all over his body.

Hmmm, maybe it's him...

I walked into the room and approached someone wearing a green blanket.

"Hei, wake up, I have something important to say!"

I tried to gently wake him up. But he didn't flinch one bit.

I tried the second with a bit not smooth.

But he doesn't wake up either, because I think it's been too long.

Finally, I immediately opened the blanket that covered his face forcefully.

"Arghh"

He groaned as I pulled the blanket over him.

And when I've managed to open the blanket.

It turned out that what was under the blanket was not him, not what I was looking for at this time.

Instead, my classmate is Abi.

I immediately got out of the room and headed to the dining room.

With the road still unstable and still staggering, I was now in the kitchen. But there's none here either.

Then where is he?

"Yudi, do you know where is R?"

"Ah, this morning he was chatting with the coach here. But this was the last time he saw him!"

Yudi exclaimed.

"Ok thank you Yud!"

I immediately rushed in the direction of the place of Praying.

"Ejh, where are you going?"

"Want to go to a place of Prayer Ndre"

I walked straight ahead without looking at him.

But then I heard the sound of running footsteps from behind.

Must be Andre.

"I'm going with you"

"I already guessed!"

I saw Andre burst out laughing when I said that.

I walked in the arm of Andre to the place of prayer. Since it takes a long time from the kitchen to the place of prayer, about seven minutes. For me, it's a long time because I'm just not fit.

"HEY!"

Spontaneously I immediately turned towards the source of the sound when someone called "Hey".

I saw him across the street from the road leading to the place of prayer. Yes, by him I mean R.

"Ndre wait for me here!"

"Hey, where are you going?"

"I want to meet him first!"

While I pointed at R.

Andre just nodded his head confirming my reply.

I had mixed feelings when I approached him.

He looked at me intently and no smile escaped his lips...

"Listen to Me Well!!!!"

I just nodded my head confirming what he meant.

"DON'T MENTION MY NAME TO ANYONE! IF YOU DO IT THEN I WILL LOOK FOR YOU IN THAT SECOND!!"

Shortly after, he left, leaving me frozen in front of him.

Buughhhh

He hit my shoulder hard. And in that instant, I could feel his feelings and his memories.

It's weird, it's not that I shouldn't be able to. Look at the same people as me.

But how come he just hit me directly I can see it and read it.

Did he lose his ability last night?

Or what?

I immediately turned around and looked at Andre who was accompanying me and saw what happened just now. He just shrugged his shoulders while giving an indistinct expression.

Should I come to him again? Or how?

That afternoon I decided to Pray first. After praying I checked all the dormitories, he was no longer in the dorms and all the places in the school area.

He disappeared.

Disappear without a trace that I can't read.

Where is he?...

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He took the right decision for him.