12

It had already been a year since Mew and Gulf were dating, Mew had started studying again but in Thailand. Their relationship was better than ever. They had moved to a slightly bigger house, with an extra room for guests, since countless times, they had arrived drunk with someone else, and they could not enjoy the other because someone was sleeping on the sofa a few meters away and they could hear.

That night Mew was going to a bar with his college mates and Gulf was going to Hilary's house.

Mew's classmates had invited him to celebrate, as they won an award for being the calmest classroom on campus, in the bar where they were there was free karaoke, anyone who wanted a song asked for it and sang it.

The white-skinned one was sitting at a table when a not-too-tall boy with a small waist and a lovely smile took the stage. To Mew, that boy was extremely sexy, but he removed that from his mind when he remembered his beloved boyfriend. He could not fool Gulf before he preferred to sleep in the open naked and freeze.

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After the boy finished his song, he approached the table where Mew and his companions were drinking.

That night the boy and Mew became friends the boy's name was Earth Kasamonnat.

In two months, these two were already best friends, Gulf had already met him, and he had not liked him at all.

Gulf would not tell his boyfriend that he disliked his best friend terribly, he had to accept Earth at some point, as Mew had accepted Hilary, and they had become friends. Maybe that would also happen with Gulf and Earth, in the end, they would become friends.

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But the more he got to know Earth, the more it became clear to Gulf that he would never like that boy. And while Gulf hated Earth more, Mew began to fall in love with him.

Mew had no plans to fall in love with someone other than Gulf, but that was happening, he was falling in love with little Earth.

He was not afraid of falling in love, he was afraid of hurting the child because he did not know if he wanted to continue being his friend after that.

But then one day he realized that he was completely in love with Earth, he had to talk about it with Gulf, he was going to break up with him. He hoped that the friendship they once had was still intact, he did not want to lose the friendship of the child.

And so the day came to talk to Gulf.

"Honey," Mew called the child. "Come, we have to talk."

The minor, who was in the room watching television, turned it off and approached Mew who was in the living room.

- Tell me, my love, what's wrong? - Asked the minor with a sweet voice.

My love, that word that made him feel special before, today made him feel like a shitty person, I was about to finish with him.

- Honey, what I'm going to tell you is not easy for me, but it won't be easy for you when I tell you.

Gulf laughed nervously.

- Love, tell me what happens, you are scaring me.-

- We who one day promised to tell the other if we fell in love with someone else, we who had our agreements and disagreements, we who loved each other every moment we were together and even when we were apart. We have been through many things together, we have laughed, traveled, we have met each other's family, we have even cried. We are so happy. "Mew smiled.

- Mew, what's up.-

- Do you know that I will never forget you? .- Mew began to shed some tears.

And at that moment, Gulf realized why his boyfriend was like this.

- You ... You fell in love with someone else, right? .- asked the minor. He wanted the answer to be no, to tell him that he was just sad about something, or that he was afraid of losing it. Oh, that I told him that he had to go to Korea not to return, but that they would maintain a long-distance relationship. But no, it was not like that.

The older one nodded still crying.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I fell in love with someone else." Mew apologized, but why? he couldn't help it.

Gulf walked over to the white-skinned one and hugged him. While he was still asking for forgiveness, he told her that he was sorry.

- Mew, it's not your fault, you couldn't help falling in love if your heart chose someone else. It is because you and I did not have to be there anymore. After all, fate said that we would have our time and we had it, believe me, it was the best moment of my life by your side, I will never forget what we went through together, the times that I was wrong, And you didn't leave me alone when I got sick and you took care of me. I will never forget your caresses, your kisses, your words showing me all your love. You were my first love, Mew. You were the first to love me and I don't know if you are the last. Because I don't think I can love again after you, but if you managed to do it, I hope I will too. If you love another person, that's fine, you don't have to apologize.

"Will you continue to be my friend?" Mew asked the child.

But he denied it.

- No Mew, I'm sorry, but I can't be your friend, I don't think I can be by your side anymore. I love you