Boredom

For the past few weeks I have been in a constant state of boredom. In the past 2 days I have sleep maybe 24 hours. The only thing exciting nowadays is sleeping, simply fast fowarding the time too see if anything fun comes up.

I'm starting to lose motivation to do everything I like. Writing, Reading, watching videos, playing games, talking, eating, heck I've lost the want to play Dark Souls 3 and Elden Ring, 2 of my favorite games of all time.

I'm even having touble writing this. I've spent maybe 10 days thinking about what to do next. That's also why I Haven't wrote anything for awhile. it's not that I don't have ideas, cause good lord I have ideas. I just don't have the motivation to write them out.

The worst part is my birthday is in 4 days.

Although it is kinda funny a bisexuals birthday is the first day of Lgbtq appreaciation month. Ironic.

You can also tell it's really bad since I have started not wanting to eat ramen. My literal favorite food.

But yeah, thats it. I haven't been updating since my stupid ass can't find the motivation too.

Does anybody know any good books that don't cost money? Cause I'm in desperate need of one, I've even started looking on Wattpad for good novels.

Thats how you know I'm down horrendous.