je ne sais quoi

Holy fuck she's right, how could have I forgotten, how come I become this clumsy, it must have been difficult for her to hold back.

"Ren I can't take it anymore," she whines and grab me even tighter than before, I can feel her nails.

In an instant, I tug my finger out of her, I can see small shaking movements of her body increasing precipitously, she's shivering in an uncontrollable way that makes me wonder why is that, is this result of frightened, cold or existed?

She let out a long sigh of despair, "that was close," she glares at me.

"You're really a hopeless pervert ren, I have to change real quick, I'm afraid you might jump at me like a wild animal again," she says and walks towards the changing room.

Phew, I sigh in relief, that was on the edge, I should have been more careful, I have to control my urges and cravings, If I become greedy I might end up losing her for once and all.

"Hey, come on," her voice startled me.

"What are you thinking so hard," she whispers.

"Hamp, no it's nothing, aren't you hungry Juri," while gazing at her I suddenly came back to my senses.

"I am, very," she gives me her captivating smile.

"I meant the food," I grin.

"So do I," she shrugs.

She raises her middle and index finger to attain the saleswoman's attention, as she walks towards us. "Yes madam how could I help."

"Would you be kind enough to pack all these," Juri whispered.

"Should I make the bill or there's anything else you wanna try?" She mutters.

"That would be all," she smiles at her.

She takes us to the counter, there are a bunch of people here but I feel insensitive, not to worry about it, the woman at the counter starts putting all the stuff into plastic bags one by one.

The counter woman smiles at Juri, what does that mean? A warm smile asking for what? It intrigues my interest is it due to the bill.

She handover me the bill as I take it my eyes couldn't afford to look at any other detail rather than the amount, I furrowed my eyebrows in aggression, ¥29400 how the hell did it become this fucking much.

Why am I stressing myself for such a ridiculous reason, I need to regain my composure, less or more I have to pay I can't let Juri pay for this and what about them.

The staff all are certain that I'm her boyfriend, it doesn't matter if I'm not, I have to pay or else it'll leave a lacklustre impression.

"Give me that ren, I'll take care of it," Juri whispers because of my vexatious face.

"Don't worry about it love, I got it," I said with a captivating grin on my face.

"Would you use cash or a card," the woman speaks.

Is she finding this amusing huh? How the hell do I look like I'll be carrying this amount in my thin pockets eh?

"Card of course," I replied.

Thank goodness I brought my card, I thought it would be solace in time of need, "give me the bill ren," Juri said in a low tone.

She peeks at me after looking at the bill, well I'm not surprised by that look since I had the same feeling a moment ago.

The owner shows up suddenly, "I do hope you have it all that you came for," she said while looking at Juri.

"Yeah, years ago Victoria's Secret stopped selling hosiery, I'm happy it's returned now," Juri mutters.

"I'm glad, please do visit again," the owner said.

Do visit again so you can exploit us to make lofty bills, of course not, I have saved small allowances for Yui's birthday to buy her a pretty nice dress and spend all in these obscene pieces of cloths, there's no way I'll come here again.

"Of course, we will," Juri whispered.

The counter woman came and handed me the bags and we left.

"I envy her boyfriend, he's so fascinating. He's tall handsome, all cleaned up and dressed in a fine suit. I wish I also had a boyfriend like hers." The counter woman muttered.

"He's not her boyfriend, just a friend I'm afraid but still he does take care of her needs as if he is the one." The owner speaks.

"There's no way that could be possible, they were kissing back there openly and unashamed." The counter woman shouted.

"Despite their blatant attraction to each other, he said she's just a friend." The owner said.

Juri frowns, "why did you pay for all this, you didn't have to." Juri stared at me coldly, her expression filled with disgrace.

"Since I came with you, who do you think will pay, what kinda question is that," I said softly.

"There was no need for that kind gesture, I'm mad at you, why you should buy these for me, no one ever did that for me," she said with anger her eyes flash with a wicked gleam.

"How could I let you pay for all these, If you're worried about the money trust me I can afford it," I narrow my eyes.

She glares at me and eventually tries to quell her temper, why do I get the feeling she's talking about something else that's water under the bridge.

"Are you okay?" I ask with concern in my voice.

"Am I okay? What makes you think that, I'm anything but not okay," she shakes her head.

"Why you're so nice to me ren," she peeks at me through her lashes.

The thought leaves me pale, I have heard these words before. Holy crap my mouth dries.

"Hey baby, come here," she leans to my shoulder while walking.

"Hey, whatever it is we'll work on it okay, what else friends are for," I stand, effectively halting that topic of conversation and holding out my hand.

In a twinkling of an eye, she takes my hand and tightens her fingers around mine.