Chapter 4

The rain water reminds me of the person who bullied me so I ended up traumatized by the sound of the rain

Della Caroline

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It was raining, it was raining very hard. Della, who heard the sound of the rain, was afraid she didn't dare to open her eyes. Della is now at a bus stop not far from her school.

Della cried so hard she was afraid of the rain plus there was lightning and lightning that struck.

"Mama, Della is so scared," Della sobbed. There was no one at the bus stop. Actually Cristy had offered Della to go home together but Della refused.

Della regrets having rejected Cristy's offer.

Flash back

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"MOM DELLA FEARS,"

Little Della is still weak yet can't fight people. That afternoon Della was playing with her friend but she was staying with her friend in an empty warehouse. It was a dark evening because of the heavy rain and thunder and lightning.

"Della, you take care of us later hiding, later you look for us," said Della's friend when he was little.

"Okay, that's me, one, two, three,"

Della counted from one to ten.

As usual, after counting from one to ten, Della looked for her friend.

"Hey friend where are you," said little Della

"Hurry up, I'll find you soon."

Della looked for her friend and suddenly the clouds turned black, the sun was no longer visible.

Until finally it rained and there was lightning there.

Della cried hysterically in the hall until she finally passed out unconscious.

Since that incident when it rains he always looks for his mother because he is afraid it will happen again.

Flashback off

Della heard the sound of a motorbike approaching her. He saw a tall boy beside him.

"What are you doing? You're a new student yesterday right?"

"Yes, I'm a new student yesterday,"

Della's voice was hoarse and almost inaudible because her voice had been made to cry.

Della ventured to see who was approaching her.

"Your name Aron right?"

Aron Adhitama who approached him. On the way home, Aron accidentally saw a girl crying at the bus stop.

"Yeah, I'm Aaron."

Della felt relieved when someone approached her.

"What's your name?"

"I'm Della,"

"You said I was weird yesterday right?"

"Yeah that's me, why don't you like you?"

"Yeah, I don't like it," Aron answered Della's question with a straight face.

Della was resentful of Aron in her current state she was still questioning that.

"What are you doing here?"

"Actually I want to help, but I can't"

"Yes, go there,"

"Yeah, I'm going,"

On second thought, Della was afraid of being alone, so she finally stopped Aron from leaving.

"Don't go, I'm afraid," Della whispered

Aron felt strange about Della who kicked Aron out but she prevented Aron from leaving.

"You weird girl"

Aron and Della both didn't open their voices after Della and Arron's sudden debate.

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"Mama Della is scared,"

Aron, who was confused when he saw Della was afraid, asked.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm afraid of lightning"

Subconsciously Aron hugged Della and rubbed her back. Della felt safe when Aron hugged her, she felt calm.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here," said Aron the ox

Realizing or not realizing that Aron had now been hugging Della for 10 minutes, the rain had finally subsided.

"You want me to take you home?" Aron asked Della.

"Yes, but I'm hungry"

"Yeah, let's just go to a fast food restaurant first,"

They both got to a fast food restaurant, they chose a burger shop. Silence is the current atmosphere.

"Why are you afraid of lightning, is there a trauma?"

"Yes, I have trauma"

Della remembers what happened that time.

"Why did you help me earlier?" Della asked Aron.

"How could I not help you earlier, you were crying like that,"

"Thanks,"

Soon their food came and they ate their food voraciously.

Aron saw Della, Aron's lips smiled and Aron rubbed Della's lips gently.

"There was sauce in your mouth,"

Della who was treated like that by Aron smiled faintly

Aron when with Della his nature changes. A cool, dirty guy, and someone likes a lot to see a girl he just met Aron can fall in love for no reason.

"I'll take you home later, it's dangerous to go home alone,"

If you look around Aron looks very caring and very worried about Della.

"Don't worry, we've only just met," Della seemed embarrassed, maybe the words were just covering up her behavior.

"Who's worried," Aron looked away towards the window he pretended not to worry.

After eating they went home on the way home, Aron and Della were both covered in silence.

"Your's house is still far or not?" Ask Aron

"Not so soon,"

10 minutes later they arrived at Della's house. Aron drove Della to his house.

"I'll be right back,"

"Thank you, be careful,"

On the way home Aron's cheeks look very red, Aron doesn't think that the rain is a blessing for him.

Inside the house Della went straight to her room and turned on her cellphone. When Della opened her cell phone Della saw Cristy's name as many as 20. Cristy had called Della 20 times.

Della messaged Cristy back so that Cristy wouldn't worry.

When Della opened the id line, Cristy Della saw a lot of messages, about 20 messages.

From:Cristy

To: Della

"Dell,"

"Are you okay?"

"Where are you?"

"I'm worried about you,"

"I feel guilty for you"

"I'll be there,"

"Della answered,"

"Dell, I'm really worried about you,"

And much more.

Della feels happy because there are still many people who love her.

From: Della

To: Cristy

I'm okay

I'm fine

Sorry for worrying

Did someone help me earlier?

From : Cristy

To: Della

Thank goodness you're okay.

Who helped you?

From: Della

To: Cristy

Aron had accidentally passed at the bus stop. He was the one who helped me.

From: Cristy

To: Della

What?

Can Aron help you?

A person as cool as Aron he cares about you, wow wow wow.

From: Della

To: Cristy

Yes, Aron was the one who helped me earlier, it's just now coming home to eat together.

From : Cristy

To: Della

WHAT DO YOU EAT WITH?

from: Della

To: Cristy

It's really noisy, I want to sleep.

From: Cristy

To:Della

Well, Della, how come I'm just sleeping, I'm still curious. How do you eat together, are you okay with him?

Della ignored her friend she rushed to the bathroom to clean herself. After going to the bathroom he went to the study table to open his notebook. He wrote a beautiful trip for today. Today was an exciting, scary, and tiring day for Della.

Her father made her queen and whether Della started to like Aron someone Della just met. Is it true that Della began to fall in love?

Maybe it's because no one knows what this feeling is all about.

The trauma was so severe I was traumatized until I was afraid of anyone. Can my trauma go away? Gone in a moment. I'm afraid that if my trauma doesn't go away, no man will like me.Therefore, no one should underestimate the trauma to someone. I don't want anyone to have the same fate as me, I hope I'm the only one who experiences this.I also hope that I can recover from this trauma sooner or later. I want to be able to live a normal life like before

Diary of Della