YOU DID WHAT!!

"Don't stare at me, like that.' Jack pouted.

"I'm just surprised, you're a ladies man and I don't know why you will become a gay overnight. It's still surprising.' I blurted.

"Well, you changed too. But, as for me, it happened when I got drunk and I didn't know a guy was rubbing...my thighs. I thought it was a girl, when I woke up in the hotel room, the next morning I saw a naked guy beside me and he looked like a little boy of about sixteen or maybe seventeen years old. I couldn't wake him, so…' Jack hesitated.

"So, what.' I asked.

"I ran away, dude?'

"What!!!!!!

I slapped the back of his head with my hand.

"Ouch! What was that for, dude?'

"That was for being so stupid. How could you wake up and leave just like that,' I shrugged my shoulders.

"What did you expect me to do? I couldn't wake him up and besides I was kinda …'

"Scared.' I said.

"Yeah. And, besides you're also running away yourself.' Jack teased.

"I'm not running away, my case is different from yours…'

"It's different from mine. I was drunk, dude but you were sober and yours happened intentionally, so don't blame me?' Jack said.

I sighed. "Jack?'

"I'm going with Haru?' I finally, decided that was the best thing to do. Or rather, that is what I've decided to do and I just can't stop this feeling. What am doing to Charlotte is really awful of me.

"Is okay. Just enjoy what you're given now and relax buddy.' He grinned. I think, for now I should just enjoy what I'm given and maybe with Haru. I will be able to figure out, what I want and what I don't want. And, figure out who I really am. Jack escorted me home and said I should give it some thought and tell him what I think and I got the feeling I won't be able to attend Ava's birthday party or her mom's birthday. I'm not even sure anymore. I got home and greeted my mom. She was all smiles and happy. I guess, her boyfriend put her in a good mood today. I told her, I will be going for Ava's birthday party and she agreed and said I should be back home on time and she even said the Elsa should follow me. I tried to decline and of course, if she follows me. Oh, God. I won't be able to do whatever the fuck I want to do and I'm going to meet Haru tonight. Oh, shit.

"What's wrong, Johan. She should follow you and at least Ava will like her to come too.' My mom said.

"Nope, mom. Ava said she shouldn't come,' That was such a lie, Ava will be happy to see my sister at the party. "And, besides she's going to disturb everyone and stay quiet?' I stated.

"Let me call her?' My mom dialed the phone and put it on loudspeaker. "Hi Ava,' my mom greeted.

"Hi mom. Good evening.' She said politely through the phone speaker, and yeah she always call my mother "mom" and I don't know why she does that and maybe that's a sign of respect for her.

"I heard, Johan's coming to your birthday party and can Elsa come too.' She asked happily. God, just tell her that Elsa can't come, Ava should say no. My wish wasn't granted, Ava was so happy and she said I should bring Elsa along. This is not fair.

Elsa tagged along, dressed in her big pink gown and a pink flashy headband on her head. While I was walking to Ava's house, everyone kept staring at Elsa and also admiring her gown. But, it was so flashy and I felt like the ground should swallow me up. I liked being myself.

When we got to the party, everyone was drinking and having a lot of fun. The music was so loud and it looked like, it had different sections. One place was for adults and the other for children, it seems Ava created this on purpose so that the stupid teenagers won't make out in front of the kids. The place was so busy. I looked at my wristwatch and it's just remaining an hour. When I looked up, every one of my classmates was there; some of them saw me and waved, and I returned the wave. I went to find a chair and sat down with Elsa, who was talking to some children, and I wondered if she had met them. They were like, they've been friends for decades. My phone suddenly rang, and I looked at it and answered it.

"Helllloo?' I stated.

"How are you, babe?" I was taken aback. At first, I had no idea it was Haru.

"Oh, you didn't save my phone number, did you?"

I have your phone number, but I forgot to save it...'

"Don't worry. Step outside the gate, babe.'he said and hanged up. I got up from my chair and told Elsa to stay in her chair, that I was coming back. Why didn't he enter inside Ava's house and what is he doing at the gate I wondered. I got to the gate, I saw an SUV, packed in front of the gate and went towards it, after looking around. I saw Haru and the car door was opened for me, I went inside the car, sat down in the car seat and it was so chilly.

"Is it cold,' I looked at him, he was wearing a black crazy jeans, black T-shirt and his both arms was full of tattoos, his nose was pierced and they was a ring in it. His ears and his bottom lip was full of pirecings. And, the rings were all silver. He styled his white hair, his lips were red and he wore three big designer's rings on each hand. He was so beautiful, the most beautiful man I have ever met, so hot and I don't know what came over me. I pushed him against the car door and kissed him on his lips