I Am Selfish!

POV Liam

There was no doubt about this. I could never mistake someone else for him when he lived in each cell of mine.

The turmoil of questions was raised in my heart.

'What is he doing here?'

'Why was he here?'

This was the States and he was supposed to be back home in France with his lovely bride.

I tried struggling, trying to get away from his grasp that seemed to be trying to paste me to his chest but it was probably my selfish illusion.

The more I struggled the tighter the hug got until I could feel the heavy breath of the man that seemed to be emitting from everywhere on his body.

'Why is he hugging me this tight?' I wanted to be hugged like this a long time ago and I still did but I too knew this was not right. It would only make me have hope which would only end up in sadness and disappointment.

'Why do I want to run away?' This feeling was obvious because if I once again let him take control of my heart there was no coming back for me. I would have to get him either by any means. I was afraid of this possessiveness that gripped my ugly heart.

"R-Robert.." Unsure of my own emotions I tried calling to the man in a friendly way as much as possible because I did not want the things between us to be awkward.

"Behave" His cold voice resounded in the empty lounge making me shiver but I heard something else in his voice.

'Sadness? Relief? Or both?' I could hear a mixture of emotions in that single word but…

I slightly raise my head to look at his face. I was a head shorter than him so I had to raise my head to meet up his eyes.

"Robert…mmphh.." Before I could complete my words, I was blocked by something seemingly wet but hot.

Before my eyes which were wide open in surprise, all I could see was the zoomed-in face of the man I have always loved till it broke my heart.

ROBERT.

I lost my senses because I could not figure out what was happening. I even forgot to breathe.

I only came back to my sense when a slippery object tried prying my lips open.

Averting my head to the side I finally escaped from the clutches of the devil gasping; hot breathe spilling from my mouth as I tried filling my lungs with a fresh batch of air.

'We can't do this!!!' that was the first thing that came to my mind.

'Wait, what are we even doing??' A guilty look engulfed me until I could no longer comply with his stubbornness.

We haven't seen each other for two years but for some reason he was still a stubborn mule like before, not budging from something until he got what he wanted.

"Robert…." This time too before I could speak a word his mouth captured mine. I used the strength in my hands to push his wide and strong chest but in vain. I could not even make him go back by a step.

I was not that much of a small guy but in front of Robert with his athletic and gym build, he could lift me with one hand if he wanted.

I opened my mouth to speak but that was a big mistake because the devil found his way inside my mouth intertwining with my tongue

"Shhh….let me have my fill first." Leaving my mouth he looked at me with his dark cold eyes that seemed to have been possessed by the midnight itself.

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POV Robert

"Sir, there is a visitor for you. He has come here with an appointment." The lady from the reception knocked on the door of my office.

I was in deep thought since a scene from the morning had been playing on my mind all along. Someone similar to who I was searching for collided with me but before I could take a look he just disappeared.

Maybe it was my delusion so I discarded the idea and decided to focus on the present problems and situations.

"From where?" I had many meetings scheduled that day so I only wanted to meet those clients with whom business and partnership were going to be profitable.

"Sir, He is from XX company." The receptionist informed me.

"Okay, you can go back," I asked her to return to her post. I did not keep the secretary because they look like a pain in the ass to me.

I liked doing things myself and getting things done by one felt much better.

I checked through my files to see the meeting with XX company.

"XX Company huh" I had done background research on how the company was so I had planned to decline them since their company was a little untrustworthy.

"With this record of fraud transactions and drawbacks, I am still surprised how they haven't been asked to close down."

Since I was informed that a man was waiting outside I decided to visit him and directly decline him. I could not afford to waste time with silly and useless pleasantries.

I opened the door to the lounge and see a familiar back.

'Am I getting paranoid?' I grimaced at the thought. I was seeing only Liam everywhere.

I decided to reject him politely since he reminded me of Liam but when he turned back it was as if my entire world spun a total of 360 degrees.

"Hello, nice to…." The man was about to say something but I did not care. My feet involuntarily walked towards the man and before either he or I could react he was already trapped in my hug.

That familiar sensation, that familiar hair, and that familiar scent that he exuded from his hair…even the shampoo he used was the same till now.

I had finally found him. I had finally done it. My search for two years had finally been fruitful.

"LIAM!!"

Unable to contain my happiness, I exclaimed out his name but the sight of him made me angry.

Without thinking anything else I kissed him. His lips tasted like sweet strawberries, plump and rosy. Despite his struggles and trying to escape from my grasp, I did not let him because I am a stubborn person and this is a fact he and I both knew.

Until I was satisfied, I could not let him go. Nah, I won't let him go.

"Robert…" He called me in his gasps and hoarse voice probably because he was out of breathing.

But damn the heavens, that wet look in his teary eyes and glistening lips that had been marked by me added with his flushed cheeks, he looked damn seductive to me.

"Shhhh...let me have my fill first."

I had been looking for him for two years and so this time I wanted to at least have a bite of him before I completely lost my sanity. I believed I deserved at least that much.

I was about to dive in those sweet lips when suddenly the door to the lounge produced a creaking sound of opening.

Liam widened his eyes in horror as the door to the room opened without any warning.