25. My True Feelings

I watched Yeon process what I'd just said and it made me nervous he may reject my proposal. There was no more hiding. Mijin, Elric and the coach already knew he was my fated mate. That bastard Niel probably knew the truth too considering he was in a ridiculous entanglement with Yeon's sister.

"Do you like me or something?" He finally asked me and I must admit, I felt shy acknowledging that I'd been drawn towards him for a while, stalking him and playing with my scent around him just to see his reaction.

"What does it matter? Would you say yes to me if I said I liked you?"

"Answering a question with another, how childish." He seemed irritated by my response and I feared he'd reject me if I told him how I felt about him. I wasn't sure if I could handle him rejecting me either. I had been willing to like him from a distance however, watching Elric open the door for him as if he'd already won him over infuriated me enough to realize I was already in love with Yeon. Hopefully, Elric hadn't said something as ridiculous as the things he told me...surely, even if he did, Yeon seemed smart enough not to believe him. Still, I couldn't shake off this constant feeling of apprehensiveness and needed to confirm my speculations.

"Did Elric tell you he likes you?"

"Do you base your answer on his?" He was a hard nut to crack and I had anticipated that. He suddenly shook his head, and a thought crossed my mind. Was he repulsed by me that my declaration to want to pair with him put him off? However, I brushed those thoughts from my mind after remembering the erection that he was desperately trying to hide. Maybe sitting close to him just like this made him as nervous as I was....or did I frighten him?

"Are you afraid of me Yeon?"

"Will you stop calling my name like that?" Bingo! He was nervous after all. Moreover, I wasn't going to stop teasing him by choosing to address him with his name. I liked how it sounded in my ears, and how he'd react whenever I called him like that. I just wanted to break any walls he'd built around himself to hide from me.

"Why? Does it make you calm?"

"Actually it makes me more nervous. It feels...different I don't know why. I guess it's because we hate each other's guts so in my head, you..." He suddenly went quiet and stared a hole through my head.

"What?" I asked, confused by the sudden change on his facial expression.

"Don't you have a girlfriend?"

This has to be Elric's doing. Throwing me overboard just so I'd no longer be a threat to him...and why was everyone thinking I had a girlfriend though? "Is that what Elric told you?"

"What is this? Question and question game? You've answered none of my questions so far and I really really need to use the bathroom so will you just turn around so I can go?" I had anticipated he'd try avoiding me again by running away and I let him. I wanted to show him I'm not a bad guy, get to know him and hopefully, get him to think we make a great pair before I can later reveal to him the truth of our fate.

"Don't you go jerking off alone now..." I teased him as I turned around to give him a chance to escape, though it was futile running away from me at this point. After a few seconds, I heard him close the door behind him then I slumped on the bed just where he'd sat. His scent was strongest there. The thought that he'd been holding it in for a while made me chuckle. He must be having a hard time around me just as I was.

Oh I like him, I like him, I really really like him...but he hates my guts. Elric's face popped in my head, laughing at me just as he did on the phone before Yeon woke up. No matter, I was going to confess today and stop him form going about searching for a pair, or he'd find out from someone else we were fated and I wanted to be the one who'd break the news to him.

It was a relief he hadn't replaced his phone otherwise, he'd have already found out the truth from his sister by now. Speaking of which, I'm the one who'd messed up his phone in the first place hence I'd be the one to have it replaced and not Elric.

The room was too quiet and I wanted to be with Yeon all of a sudden, but I knew he wasn't going to let me in. How many times had we jerked off again? Thinking to myself, there was nothing romantic about how we had first met. Regardless, him and I could always recreate our first meeting...if he'd agree to pair with me instead.

Moving silently, I got out of bed and crawled next to the bathroom door and sat beside it. Yeon was too quiet, probably fighting hard to not be heard. The first time I'd left him alone during his heat, he'd been too loud so clearly, he was restraining himself.

Knowing how compatible our scents were, I gradually released my mine to help him out. He wasn't in heat now so hopefully, he was thinking of me at the moment instead of other people, like that bastard Niel. Besides, letting my scent gradually like this would regulate his heat cycles.

I heard a low thud sound inside and was about to ask him if he was okay then I heard him call out my name softly....

He was thinking of me!

I couldn't explain how excited I felt but I didn't want to scare him so I controlled my excitement. If he found out I'd been listening in on him jerking off, he'd probably hate me even more.

"If you're done, take a shower. Your scent is seeping out..." I said after moving away from the bathroom door. If he got out now, I wasn't sure I'd be able to control myself. Besides, the bathroom must be filled with his scent, not to mention this side which was full of mine. While he took a shower, I opened the windows and quickly did my best to scoop out my scent like a fool, hoping he wouldn't notice, though at this point, I suspected he'd already sensed me.

He avoided looking at me afterwards, yes I still felt the need to make him feel comfortable around me. He must think I'd try to take advantage of him.

"Feeling better now?"

"Uh...yea." It took him a few seconds before he nervously added, "I wore the same clothes...I had nothing to change to..."

"Glad you took another shower too. The first time I cleaned you up, I could still smell other people on you...now this place is mixed with both your scent and mine....How romantic."

Wait, that was way too cringy to say, even for me, though it sounded cool in my head.

"You're not upset?"

Of course not! Did he have any idea how happy I was that he was here with me? I felt the need to assure him he was safe here with me so I gestured he move closer as I tried to calm him down again with my scent. If he was smart enough, he'd pick up my scent manipulation as each of them smelled differently. I was glad when he responded and didn't try fighting it. Once he was close enough, I asked him, "Do you feel it?"

"Feel what?" Wait...wasn't my scent strong enough? Then why did he follow me when I gestured at him to move closer?

"Calm....I let out my scent so you wouldn't go into heat...as you did your...thing..."

He must have been feeling guilty over what he did but I assured him I was glad he wasn't repulsed by my scent. If only knew how much that meant to me, seeing him, feeling him this close to me, I couldn't help but want to kiss him. My body moved on its own so fast that he hadn't had time to push me away. My arms circled his waist as the other held the back of his head to pull him closer to me, I deepened the kiss, forcing him to open his mouth for me. I wanted to explore him right now when he wasn't in heat so he'd remember me...only me and no one else. I could feel Yeon responding back and was glad when I felt him press his body towards mine.

I was getting hard...

It felt good feeling him kissing me back...he must surely feel something for me too...even if it was just lust I'd gladly accept it. I'd chosen to accept any form of affection from him at this point and him craving for me, pressing his body against mine like this was already making me extremely excited.

I wanted to mark him!

Pulling away, I reached for his neck and bit him hard. My intention was to let anyone who saw him know he belonged to me. He was mine....Yeon is mine!

"Stop! Are you trying to mark me?" Yeon exclaimed, pushing me away from him. I doubt I was in my right mind, my only thought focused on how good he tasted as I watched him and licked my lips. He looked at me, shocked and angry at the realization of what I'd just tried to do to him.

"Don't see Elric again....don't allow anyone else to scent you either." It was more like a warning than a plea.

"Who the hell are you to tell me that?" He yelled back at me and my only instinct was to provoke him further. The beauty of being fated mates was I had multiple scents at my disposal that I could use against my mate...if only he knew he's the one who'd provoked me by letting out his scent from the start. I couldn't blame him though. He didn't know we were fated, yet I was desperate to let him know my true feelings towards him.

He stood infront of me, unmoving as I watch him slowly react to me and I closed the gap between us, no more distance between us. I pulled him close to me once more and reached between his legs to get him more excited than he already was, hoping he'd call my name this time. Still, I didn't want him to be that drunk in lust that he'd forget what was going to happen between us, as he'd forgotten about last night.

"Yeon, you're going into heat again so try and calm down a little." I whispered but felt like I was speaking to myself not to get him too excited with my scent. Holding his excited erection, I gradually let out a different scent. I wanted him to relax and become comfortable, trusting himself to me, surrender....I wanted him to feel I was his just as he was mine.

Yeon...Yeon....his name kept playing in my head and within minutes, I felt him becoming heavier in my arms. I should probably learn to control my scent, I'd let too much of it and put him to sleep again.

"I love you....These are my true feelings for you Yeon."