109. Feeling Abandoned

"No... Wait... I can do this anymore..."

"Why not? I've been sensing you every minute, every hour the week I was away. You used to be making it obvious Elric of what you want without having to say a word. You can't honestly expect me to pull out now after throwing yourself at me."

"No. I can't take it anylonger... It too much even for me..."

Trailing one of his hands between his fated thighs, Niel whispered next to Elric's ear. "Yet you're still aroused..."

"That's because we are doing it in the open...and you were...to return today..."

"I've been watching you Elric, watching me from a distance. I can sense what you want.., everything. You constantly wishing I was next to you to the point of wanting anyone to be beside you. Don't you think I know you only came here since you think I'd run away from you again?

"That's...that's not it please..."

"We haven't gone to the hospital either."

"What for?"

"To follow up on your womb maturity. As your marker, I want to cross to if my list. It's something I've always wanted to do with my fated....or pair."

"Stop thinking about her..."

"Stop being insecure of my ex...and you lover. Right now, you are the only person infront of me, so pay attention to me and only..."

"Niel....I really like you..."

"I know...therefore, I'm sorry for doing his..."

"Doing what?" Just then, Elric's body stiffened involuntarilly and began to scream. "Aaaaaaagh! Aah! That hurts..! Stop..!"

"I'm sorry...but it feels so good..."

"Zaddy! Zaddy....!" Elric tapped on Niel's hand that had been gripping him tightly around his waist as he bit at his fated's other arm accross his chest."

"This is not...play..." Niel panted. "I have to do this.....hah!" He quivered, feeling himself growing bigger and bigger inside his lover. Squinting his eyes, he did his best to focus on his main objective but the pleasure he felt...the welcoming warmth surrounding his member was bewitching, distracting and tempting at the same time.

"No....It hurts....!" Elric's body stiffened further before his head fell back to rest on Niel's shoulder. "Stop.....!"

"I can feel it.... I can feel you Elric....the bud....there.....just close... to your prostate..."

Elric's teeth were primed to gnashg, he closed his eyes tightly shut and cried. He began feeling Niel's comforting scent surrounding him, followed by a soothing erotic scent that made him quiver and the pain he was feeling began fading away slowly but still lingered to an intensly painful degree.

"I'm sorry...." Niel was kissing Elric's year, breaking away as he panted heavily, his loud thudding heart beating loudly at his lover's back. "...But this is the only way...to do it naturally..."

"Why now..?" Elric tilted his gaze to look at Niel, his tearful eyes almost begging. "You don't....like me..?" What...must I do?" Elric asked, enduring the excruciating pain of Niel's bulging member yet, sine they were bot outside in the open somehow turned him on even more.

"I'm not going...to abandon...you..."

Looking away, his head still rested on Niel's shoulder, he spoke. "Just tell me you like...me. It would make the...pain bearable...."

Just then, Elric pushed his waist back towards his lover and begun releasing more and more of his erotic scent as much as he could, making Niel loose the clontrol he'd been strugling to hold on to.

Like a dog in heat, he began trusting in and out of his lover, loving their scents mixed together as he mumbled to his fated. "Elric...you feel so good... I like it so much..."

"I like you...too... Haaaah! Stop getting...bigger....!"

"I'm...sorry... hah...! Your scent...."

"I love you...." Elric suddenly collapsed, his body becoming heavier and heavier on Niel's arms.

"Hey, wake up...Elric..." Niel stopped moving after he couldn't perveive his lover's scent anylonger and his sences came back. "I'm pulling out...sorry..."

"Owowowow...!"

"Elric I'm sorry." Niel apologised, his guilt chocking as he stood up from the ground and reached for his clothes. Looking round, he noticed the sun setting. 'We must have been at it for a while.'

"That was amazing and you were way more passionate. I feel like we just made love in an enchanted forest."

"We need to take a bath to wash off our scents mixed together. There is a river close by..." Lookign around, Niel added. "Thankfully we are outside. This scent would have lingered indoors for at least three days."

"Why did you suddenly want to check the status of my womb in the middle of us making out?"

"I had to find out if my scent was helping you in someway. Being fated allows me to follow it up without us having to go to hospital. It worries me sometimes, though for me, it only tickles."

"This is not a fair deal. I hurt like hell and you feel tickled?"

"I had to know if you were okay." Niel walked towards where Elric lay and helped him stand up.

"I've never thought I'd have to hear someone say they were worried about me except for my mother. Still, do not fret over my wellbeing. I believe you could tell how wet I've become these days. My body is changing rapidly that sometimes I don't know what to do with it or how to cope and adapt to the changers."

"Then talk to me about it."

"Out of responsibility? No way. I'd rather we talk with our bodies instead." Elric spoke and started walking ahead of Niel.

"My statement seems to bother you so much." Niel followed his naked lover after picking the rst of their clothes up.

"Yes it does. I'd rather you don't think of me as some responsibility. It really irritates me since I want to be more to you than just some proverbial fated."

"After bonding with my grandparents like that, do you really think we will part?" When Elric only kept quiet and continued to walk ahead, as if he knew where the river was, Niel stated. "I'm not your father Elric."

"My dad died infront of me and I was helpless. I had to watch him take his last breaths while he looked at me as if he had something to say. I don't think I can live through that again. I felt useless. I couldn't help him neither my mother. There is nothing special about my story and that's that therefore, stop digging into it."

"I wont' probe further than I already have. Your imprint was unclear to me that was why I was concerned..."

"Will you ever love me?" Elric suddenly asked but didnt stop walking.

After a brief silence, Niel responded. "I think about what I feel for you everyday Elric. I don't now yet but I defiantly feel protective of you..."

"That's because you ar my marker."

"Isn't this something more disadvantageous to a marker? You may have fallen for me during your imprint, but I'll be forever bound to you because of your imprint."

"Still, I'm at a disadvantage. You don't like me."

Pacing quickly to stand infront of his fated, Niel asked. "Elric, do you even know what it means to be in a relationship?"

"All I know is that I really like you. I don't care if it was through an imprint, or maybe I was already attracted to you before we were fated, but what could go worse? I don't want to be with anyone else except you Niel. It's torturous that you still don't feel the same way and I don't know what to do. I just want you to like me back."

"So you followed me in the middle of nowhere, did all the hard labour put on you by my grandparents without a single complain? Really, I must commend your endurance. Farm work is not easy, especially under this scorching sun. I wonder how you intend to explain your calluses to your mother."

"I can't buy you off so I had to try a different tactic." Elric watched Niel's facial expression change briefly before walking past him again.

"I'm unsuccessful in my job applications. The two weeks I was away, I was called back and my applications given a regret. How is that even possible that they would even reject my application without pay? All I requested for was work experience from them since no one would hire me without that, even as an apprentise."

Elric chuckled and stopped to look back at his nacked lover. "I can smell my mom's handy work in this. She won't allow you to get employed in some lowly airline or company. You must know about public relations especially when it comes to a family such as mine. Whatever you do out there affects the reputation of my family somehow, which currently you are a part of. She probably believes she is protecting you since the moment it's out there that her son is fated to someone such as yourself, well, I can't honestly tell you it wont be ugly."

"I'm not surprised by your mother's sabotage. I actually thought you may have a hand in this."

Elric laughed. "If you want, I can tell her to stop. She must be loosing her mind following up so many cases. People are not stupid. They know she is the one fighting Mora's father."

"I'm not used to your world. It's full of cold wars. As your marker, I'm supposed to protect you from all this? Its too much."

"Did you always want to become an aeronautical engineer?"

Niel noticed Elric's change in subject. He often did that whenever a topic became too uncomfortable for him to speak about. "Not really. Thats the course I got from my scolarship."

"Then what did you want to be Niel?"

"A successful investor. Money can be made anywhere but a good investor can turn a simple salary into multiples in a short span of time. My passion has always been in investments, and swimming as a sport."

"Then you should speak to Stan, if not my mother. He is good at that, in fact I might call him my mother's right arm. She trusts him more with money than me. He may not be her financial advisor but she took an interest in Stan whenever he'd come visit after I began being home schooled. Upon realising I wasn't good at economics, she focused all her attention on mentoring Stan about money matters and Stan annoyingly liked it and was great at it. He'd have become doctor in another life though if it wasn't for my mom."

"We don't actually get along with him, but I'll consider it. I can't afford self sponsorship for another degree, but I'm willing to learn.

I have your future and mine."