I gulp down air, pulling it all back in, and focus instead on getting the hell away from this place. I hate Chicago! I glare out at the passing scenery and just feel like I’m suffocating.
I pull out my cell and see an email from Jake, instantly bringing softness to my face and lifting my mood. He always brings me back from craziness, even when I think nothing will, and I hurry to open it.
“Jake Carrero has sent you an iTunes gift.”
“Just Give Me A Reason” by Pink.
I gawp at it with confusion, sure I’m missing the message. I press play listening to the song, trying to decipher the meaning for sending it and can’t. I glance at the time of the email and realize he sent it at four in the morning, most likely when he was out with Daniel. This was instead of a drunk dial episode.