Chapter 121

  “Are you in love with him?” She flashes up at me with fluttering lashes and a wispy half-smile. I blink at her and swallow hard.

  “No, I’m not.”

  Am I?

  I don’t know how I feel anymore, and I don’t want to examine that possibility.

  “I think you are. I think he’s maybe in love with you too,” she pouts sweetly, her eyes wide with possibility. I shake my head sadly. Well, I know for a fact that’s not true. The fact that he’s somewhere doing God-knows-what to other women is proof of that.

  “Jake doesn’t do love, Leila; he likes things casual,” I point out emptily. A fact I know only too well.

  Hasn’t he even admitted it?

  “I’ve seen him in love once,” she responds wistfully and looks away from me shadily, as though she’s let a secret out.

  “You have?” I blink hard and my cheeks flush. That stomach lurch of pain at her admission almost strangles me.