Chapter 126

  What the hell did I just do?

  His eyes are huge as he falls into the corner of the elevator from the sheer force of my smack. I’ve never actually lashed out and hit anyone just like that with unprovoked violence. I can’t talk. I’m in as much shock as he is at what I just did. I just shake my head, words catching in my throat as I stifle a sob, and run for an escape. The doors are still open, and I blindly move with speed, immersed in a surge of hysteria.

  I head for the stairs, kicking off my shoes erratically, and hurtle past a couple of shocked, suited women in passing. I hit the stairwell in its gloomy darkness and stumble clumsily down a few steps, hurting my ankle and sinking down onto the cold steps to let loose. I struggle for breath as my chest caves in. My head is a jumbled mess of confusion as adrenaline courses through me savagely; I wail with pain as the tears begin to cascade.

  I clutch at my head, yanking my hair as though to calm the chaos.