At the hotel, he dumped me graciously in my room and ordered me to lie down. He then left me to stare at the quiet TV to ‘recuperate’. There’s now a tray of half-eaten food by my bed, and he has a doctor coming despite my protests.
He’s being distant; as soon as I was settled, he pulled his cell out and stalked off, closing himself in his own room. I know he’s calling her, and despite his manner with her earlier, it still makes my heart constrict painfully. I hate the fact he’s calling her. I don’t know why, but from the moment I met her, I had this weird, gutsy inkling that I really didn’t like her at all, far more potently than any of his other bimbos, and I can’t explain it. It’s some female thing going off inside of me that makes me hate her more than the others.
On top of that, I just hate that he’s calling a woman; I’m completely unable to control my jealous pain inside, and that sucks most of all.
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