Chapter 294

  “Breathe, bambino.” Jake’s mouth comes to my cheek in a soft peck from behind; his hands on my shoulders as I stand smoothing down my dress in the mirror. It’s late and we’ve been up here for a couple of hours. I slept a lot and we laid together just talking, while watching daytime TV, about everything and nothing. Idle chit chat and jokes; Jake trying his hardest to just make this feel normal. Neither of us wanting to acknowledge that she is going to be under the same roof soon enough. Neither of us wanting to talk about anything to do with her. I would be happy with never talking about what he did ever again.

  I am so ravenous for food, but I know she’s down there somewhere; I’m about to lay eyes on her for the first time since he touched her. I gulp softly and quell the nerves running through my stomach which are causing a swirling ache of nausea.