Chapter 397

  “Booze.” I offer as an explanation and sort of poking fun at myself.

  “Men.” Leila nods. Knowing her poison had been a lot of sleeping around when she was pining for one ‘Daniel Hunter’ back in her early twenties. We both grin at each other and go back to eating.

  “Yes, two words every mother wants to hear uttered from her innocent babies’ mouths.” She seems alarmed, resigned to the fact this isn’t new to her after raising six troubled children and carries on preparing her toast.

  Everyone falls silent for a moment as we tuck into the food. I’m all too aware that we’re just delaying things. No one wants to burst this happy little pretend bubble that we are all okay and ask me anything. Even Leila has given the overbearing asshole act a moment of respite and seems wary about pushing me. I glance nervously at the two of them, heads down as they work on their food and realize the only way to get this over and done with is to rip it off, like a Band-Aid.