Chapter 432

  “Of course, you can’t tell me. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t ask you; I shouldn’t put you in that position. I’m sorry, Sophie. I’m just going out of my mind and feeling like every second I’m losing more of him. I don’t know what else to do. I love him so much.” She starts to cry softly, her mascara running down her face, and my own eyes fill with tears in a knee-jerk reaction to a girl in pain. I can practically hear that devil on my shoulder poking me in the face and repeating the word ‘GUILTY’ over and over.

  “He still loves you.” I croak painfully, knowing it’s not a lie, even if it hurts me. I don’t even know why I feel like I should console her in some way. Maybe it’s the devastating way she is sobbing into the sink while scrubbing my dress and looking like the most pitiful being I have ever encountered. It really would be like stabbing a kitten with a hot poker, and I have a little humanity in me, even for her.