Chapter 580

  The shower didn’t lead to sex, he was a complete gentleman who stood behind me, washed my hair and my body, and cuddled me a lot. He didn’t even initiate anything and neither did I.

  Too drained, too all over the place due to being exhausted, still maybe in shock and all the Paris stuff rolling around in my head. We had the quickest shower ever and wrapped in towels I am now lying on the bed while he crawls up beside me wearing a towel around his waist and lays by my side to stroke the hair from my face.

  “I’ve missed you in this bed.” He says unguardedly, leaning in to kiss me chastely on the lips. I don’t kiss him back, but I don’t reject him either. I want us to be okay, yet I have a right to still be mad at him and he knows it.