Chapter 594

  I don’t know why I do this to myself; it comes up every so often and I guess after all that’s happened these past months, I am still feeling insecure enough to worry. Worry that I’m abnormal, damaged, and disgusting.

  “An awesome freak.” he winks naughtily at me.

  “Ha Ha. I’m being serious, Arry. You don’t think I’m weird because sometimes I sort of hurt you?”

  Sometimes being a lot; scratching, biting, pushing him around. I’ve even slapped him during sex and made him tie me up and smack my ass before while taking me from behind. The rougher the better and I climax like crazy during those sessions. I still remember the first time I let him cuff me to the bed and screw me like a madman, then turned the cuffs on him. I’ve choked him and urged him to hold me down and choke me. It makes me horny even thinking about it. Although Arrick is always reserved with his roughness and I don’t think I have ever felt the full brunt of what he could be capable of. He never hurts me.