We lie on the bed panting. Leon kept on kissing my hair.
“Leon….can I ask you something?” I asked
“Little kitten it’s 2 o’clock in the morning, what is it?”
“Have you done this before….with your ex?” I asked and I could fell his uncomfortable movement.
“Gem we should stop talking about Rose” he said and I was quiet and sad. He didn’t answer me again.
“Yes….I’ve done it with her countless of times….but I wasn’t her first, she was not a virgin” he said.
“Leon let’s play a game” I said
“Let’s just rest….. tomorrow” he said and tightened his hug.
“I just want to know you more…….Leon….. Leonel?” I could hear his even breath. He was asleep already. I guess I’ll ask him tomorrow then……………
I woke up the next day as I found the other space in the bed empty and cold. I stood up and look around only to find blood on the bed sheet. I stood up and took the sheet off. I can’t believe I just lost my virginity…..that’s when it hit me. We just had an unprotected sex.