"For most of his life E.J tries to hide behind drawn curtains, to afraid that the world will find out about his abnormal situation. The one where he needs to please his stepfather sexually every night behind the same drawn curtains
When E.J meets Christopher he wishes that he could be whole for him and be in his arms as a pure boy again, be he know that is impossible. Add in E.J's stepfather becoming jealous of Christopher and E.J feeling he will never be good enough to be in a relationship and E.J needs to choose between killing his stepfather to be with Christopher or committing suicide to get out of this situation once and for all.
WARNING: This story may contain adult themes or sexual abuse. Do not read if this affects you in any way. This story however is based on things that do happen in real life. If you are being sexually abused, please talk about it and tell someone that can help you. 
This story has a rating of 18. If you are not 18 please refrain from reading since this story contains scenes of sexual nature as well as strong language."

Behind Drawn Curtains 1-2

　　The darkness enclosed around me as I hurried myself underneath my bed, trying my best to get away from him. There was no way he could find me under my bed, I knew that. He would never think to look there. As I heard him coming up the stairs I climbed out from under the bed and made my way to the window, dragging the curtains open; hoping above all else that it would create the diversion I needed.


　　“E.J.! I’m coming for you!”


　　His voices echoed on the walls, almost like he was standing in the room with me. I could feel his voice bouncing, creating a net, trapping me inside.


　　Again I scurried, trying to get a place to hide. Under the bed. Yes, that would be the perfect place to be. He would never think of looking for me there.


　　Just as my left leg disappeared underneath the bed I heard the door opening. I held my breath. He could not know that I was here.


　　“Come out, come out, wherever you are!”


Chapter 9