"For most of his life E.J tries to hide behind drawn curtains, to afraid that the world will find out about his abnormal situation. The one where he needs to please his stepfather sexually every night behind the same drawn curtains
When E.J meets Christopher he wishes that he could be whole for him and be in his arms as a pure boy again, be he know that is impossible. Add in E.J's stepfather becoming jealous of Christopher and E.J feeling he will never be good enough to be in a relationship and E.J needs to choose between killing his stepfather to be with Christopher or committing suicide to get out of this situation once and for all.
WARNING: This story may contain adult themes or sexual abuse. Do not read if this affects you in any way. This story however is based on things that do happen in real life. If you are being sexually abused, please talk about it and tell someone that can help you. 
This story has a rating of 18. If you are not 18 please refrain from reading since this story contains scenes of sexual nature as well as strong language."

Behind Drawn Curtains 1-2

　　I smelled his scent before I felt his body on mine, pushing up inside me. The pain wasn’t as bad as usual. Maybe my body was really getting used to his size and being used over and over again.


　　“I love you,” he whispered in my ear. “Look me in the eye and tell me that you love me too.”


　　I forced my eyes to shut even more. I would not look at him. He could have my body, but there was no way that I would open the windows to my soul for him. There was no way that he would take and taint that as well. My soul was mine.


　　The urgency in his voice went in sync with the speed of his body, moving faster on top of me. His skin clinging to mine, his sweat smearing over my body that I scrubbed raw not that long ago, but still struggled to get him off.


　　As I felt his body shiver on top of mine, leaving his shame inside me I opened my eyes, but it wasn’t James. It was…


Chapter 16