"For most of his life E.J tries to hide behind drawn curtains, to afraid that the world will find out about his abnormal situation. The one where he needs to please his stepfather sexually every night behind the same drawn curtains
When E.J meets Christopher he wishes that he could be whole for him and be in his arms as a pure boy again, be he know that is impossible. Add in E.J's stepfather becoming jealous of Christopher and E.J feeling he will never be good enough to be in a relationship and E.J needs to choose between killing his stepfather to be with Christopher or committing suicide to get out of this situation once and for all.
WARNING: This story may contain adult themes or sexual abuse. Do not read if this affects you in any way. This story however is based on things that do happen in real life. If you are being sexually abused, please talk about it and tell someone that can help you. 
This story has a rating of 18. If you are not 18 please refrain from reading since this story contains scenes of sexual nature as well as strong language."

Behind Drawn Curtains 1-2

　　Okay… Maybe E.J. was right. Maybe he should be the one drinking lots of coffee, because I am struggling my ass off to stay awake on this bus and the scenery isn’t nearly what I thought it would be. I hate flying, but all of a sudden I am thinking that maybe I should have opted for a plane ticket, rather than a thirteen hour drive all the way to New York, and who knows how slow this bus is actually going and how many stops it will eventually make. We have only been on it for two hours and I am moody and tired, and they have stopped twice already, wasting a massive half an hour of the trip.


　　“You’ve barely spoken to me since we got onto the bus,” I hear E.J. complain.


　　That’s not entirely true, but he has been probing quite a bit and I have been trying my best to avoid any questions that could be too serious. Like why the fuck we are actually on this trip to nowhere.


Chapter 34