Chapter 33

　　I struggled to keep my tears back as Llaluna sat in silence across from me, looking at me as if I was going crazy.

　　“I killed Blake,” I repeated, trying to swallow the thickness welling up in my throat.

　　“What do you mean?” Llaluna asked. She didn’t look close to tears at all. I was expecting her to start crying, but the old Llaluna that I have always known was back. I could see the lightning flash in her eyes.

　　“I killed him… If I listened to you… It wouldn’t have happened… He would have still been alive…” I could not stop the tears anymore. I allowed them to slip over my cheeks.

　　“Yes. If you look at it that way it was all your fault. I warned you,” Llaluna answered. I could feel her hand slipping of mine as she stood up from her chair. “It took me a very long time to make peace with the fact that Blake has moved on from this world. But Elijah, if this is why you came here. To upset me… Maybe you should leave.”