Chapter 19

  t was the day I've been dreading, my fake marriage, how fantastic. This whole week had been exhausting, cake tasting, wine tasting, dress fittings and every last minute check-up. I also had a bachelor party with Rosie, Tess, Melissa, Trisha, Katie and Josie. I had invited Camy but she said she wasn't in town. I didn't know if it was true or an excuse but I chose not to dwell on it. I called my parents after the day I visited them and we had a very long talk with me trying to convince them but they were hell-bent on not coming so I was going to be walking down the aisle alone. I just wonder how it would have been if I was getting married to someone I loved who loved me in return. I'd have been happy and today would have been the happiest day in my life just like any other girl's wedding but I hated today. I was even getting a dream marriage any girl would wish for but I wasn't happy because I knew what this was and Kel wasn't someone that could make me happy.