Chapter 12

  I woke up right before anyone could do, it had become part of me, waking up so early no matter how late I slept, I got out of the bed feeling weak but I am not ready for another round of beating or torture, it has been so much recently,

  I had passed through a lot that I wondered if I should take my life, the hatred was too much, everyone, just every single person hates me deeply and raw, seeing me was enough to spoil their day, they will always act like I am a kind of monster, I wish I can meet my mother and ask if I really took her life,

  I knew nothing then, I was still like a fetus, how would I have the mind of killing mom when she was yet to wrong me, my birth took her life and I guess it should be blamed on fate, that may have been the fate assigned for her by the moon goddess but that didn't go that way,