Just You and Me (Part 2)

As you may remember, I was a loser, a nerd, a nobody. I was friends with Harumi and had a crush with the school's beauty Hanabi. I have this caring friend Kira who stayed by my side despite the indifference we had. Last thing I remember was confessing to Hanabi, my biggest mistake in life or perhaps the better choice.

That day I wanted to make sure that everything was within my grasp, trying to prove that the things that overwhelmed my mind, things that burdnend by heart was nothing more than an illusion by my own inferiority. I was wrong, more wrong than I have ever in my whole life. My own immaturity and naiveness and thus, my own downfall.
Although I may agree, this is overdramatic. Though it isn't just one girl, it's more than that and deeper than that. If anything, I wish I knew more then so that I could have avoided such fate.

When she took my hand and accepted my feelings, I thought it was okay. I thought I had won and that my doubts were now answered and satisfied.
Time to time, we did things as couples should except excessive physical intimacy and I thought it was because she wasn't ready. I didn't mind, I respected that decision and kept it cool. I still get along with Harumi as much as before but he seemed too distant. Not literaly but it felt like there was a boundry in our talk or in times we hang out. It felt cold and bitter.

Nontheless, I was happy. I had a girlfriend of my dreams, I did well in school and nothing bothers me as much.

Until I asked her out on date at a weekend. My whole life had given me a new perspective.

It was a sunday, good morning and a sunny one at that. It was an aquarium date since it was nearby. I was able to get tickets for two people. We decided on going on this specific day and place, so we hanged out. We explored the aquarium park with every corner, learning and having fun. Seeing something we barely see.

Taking a break from all of the fun, I decided to buy us some snacks, so I told her and left to go buy. When I came back, she was gone. I looked everywhere but she was nowhere to be seen.

Did she leave? Did the date suck? But she was having so much fun! I don't understand.

I went to look for her again, only when I found her. It was something I never expected. No, that was a lie, I expected it but I didn't want to doubt them.
My best friend and my girlfriend, were fucking around the corner. I hid, but why? why did I hide? WHY DID I NOT MOVE AND CONFRONT THEM?!

My body just moved on its own, hiding, crying like a loser. It's unbelievable but it was painful. I saw it on my own eyes, they betrayed me. But why? I never did anything wrong?!

"Come on, just admit it. You love me more than him, you guys haven't even fucked yet"

a laugh came after that sentance and a moan from the woman came second.

"You're so cruel, accepting his feelings like that and coming back to me for a good fuck. you sex addict"

there were tears of pleasure from her eyes and a smile, her face was red. Her body sweating and her pussy soaked from the thrust he kept giving her. She couldn't handle the pleasure that it overcame the love she had for her boyfriend, even if it was a little affection from the beginning. Cruel.

Tears fell from my eyes as I overheard their interactions. So that's why she didn't want to do anything physical with me. It's because Harumi owns her body from the very start. I can't believe it. Betrayal is the worst. Instead of listening and watching the rest of the act. I went home, devestated and broken. I'm not some protagonist who can just overcome such pain and smile like it didn't happen. I can't just do anything. I am a loser after all...

All I can do now is cry and lay on bed. Closing my eyes as I tried to escape the reality. That day when I confessed, why didn't she just say no?

A few while, I heard soft knocks on my door. A visitor perhaps, but I felt like I didn't even want to open. More like I can't move. it's so painful to think and move. Then I heard the knob open, the door creek as the person who knocked entered with their little footsteps.

"H-hey."

I barely looked at them, I don't want to do anything. But then I felt their warm embrace, their soft whispers, and their wet tears.
They're crying? What for? Why should someone pity for someone as useless as me.

"Don't give up. Don't try to. Why should you? Is it worth it? Is that all you could do? Don't waste yourself. If you can wallow in pity, then you can do something more than that. I'm here for you. Stop shouldering it all by yourself. This world, your world. It's not just you. It has me too"

I kept quiet and all of the words I heard kept repeating in my head. What can I do? How could I stop this misery?
First, I looked into the person who held me tight, not wanting to let me go. Tears on my eyes, light shining on my face and the face of someone I care that shadowed me from that light.

"Kira...."

She smiled sweetly and raised her delicate hands. Placing them on my cheeks, caressing them as she looked into my eyes with firm yet sincere gaze.

"I know..."

She said those words and I knew she understand why I felt like this. Why I am in pain. This is so stupid. Crying like an idiot. Becoming less of a man. I'm pathetic.
But with her, I feel safe. I feel like I'm sure everything will be fine.

"What will you do?"

She asked me a question I can't answer. What should I do? I'm still conflicted by everything. My girlfriend cheating on me from the way start. My best friend betraying me. I don't know what to do or rather how to start with anything.
My mind is still filled with anger, conflict and sadness. I'm not capable of doing anything.

Then my phone rang. Kira and I startled from the tone as I picked it up. Only to see my girlfriend and my best friend fucking on screen. My eyes widened from horrid as tears kept falling on my eyes.

Noise of sex surrounded the room, cries and moans. Then as they kept fucking, Kira took my phone and turned it off. She then pushed me down on the bed. She went top of me. Straddling on me. She placed her lips on mine. Her soft lips which devoured every part of me. She's like devouring my thoughts.

"Don't think...about anything. Just look at me and feel me."

She said those words as we both panted, out of our breaths. From all of her kisses and caress. I could all think of her and nothing else.
She started stripping from top. Then she kissed my neck, leaving hickeys behind. Then she looked at me again, this time with eyes filled with love.

For how long, for how long has she been staring at me...with that eyes. My face beet red, my heart pounding so much. My belly so ticklish.

She smiled, or maybe like a smirk. Both of us, sweat like we went on a marathon. But I didn't just lay down. I began to caress her, starting from the waist. Slowly raising to her chest. While I do so, she starts taking my shirt off and left kisses again on my body.
Then she hugged me, as he hips moved and started grinding on me. More specifically on my cock.

"I love you...I love you...I love you..."

She kept saying it over and over again until she kept humping on me.

"Kira...wait...aren't we going to fast?"

"Please don't stop me...I waited for too long. I was patient and then you chose someone else than me. I felt hurt but now.....now you're mine...so please don't push me away. Don't.."

She kissed me again. But this time I stopped her. She was confused but I sat up and kissed her. This time, I made my choice. This time I take the initiative. She stayed still, I kissed her neck. Giving her the things she gave me. Kissed her ears, whispering nothing but my sweet things. Then we moved forward. I stripped completely as she does. We both looked at each other as if we had the intention to fuck until morning.

We pant and we sweat. We held each other closely like we need each other.

"Think about me. Forget her. Just me. Please....I need you and all you need..."

She kissed my ear and whispered.

"Is me"

I didn't want to doubt her any longer so I laid her down, caressed her legs and spread them openly. She wasn't shy, more like she wanted me to see her. whole.

"Take me.."

Leaning down, I placed my lips onto her again hungrily. Held her thighs close to me as I rub the glans on her entrance. I wanted her as much as she wanted me, The tip slowly entering her soaked sex.
Slow but firm until I reached the end point, I could feel her walls clamping onto me. She winced in pain as it was her first time, I ripped her hymen after all.

"Are you...okay?"

I asked, seeing her in pain. I was worried.

"Y-yeah...but you don't have to worry. You can move, you can do whatever you want~"

I moved my hips slowly, kissing her neck and holding her hands. I reached weak spot, rubbing it with vigor. Panting so much, I slowly pulled out.
I pulled her by the window and kissed her. Going behind her, I held by the neck and my cock rubbing against her ass. She moaned and panted, she chuckled while smirking.

"Going rough are we? Never seen this side of you~ ahm..."

I want ravish her so bad.

"I'll make sure I'll make you cum and then I'll do whatever it takes to make you mine too"

I said, whispering in her ear. I inserted my cock once more, making her moan and shake.
Her body shivering from orgasm, her mouth drool and her eyes roll back. Both of them felt the pleasure of intense sex.

"I love you! I love you! I love you!"

"Agh!~ I'm...close...I want to cum!"

My breathing heavier, my cock was ready to burst anytime. I stopped and slowly pulled out but Kira's hips moved backwards, making me go back inside her and filling her womb with baby juice.

My eyes widened and I hugged her from behind. Fuck that was amazing.
Then she grabbed my chin and leaned over to her face, kissing me with hunger. I was shocked and confused.

"Oh we aren't done with one round~"

"W-wait, at least wait for an hour or so for me to re—"

"Nope."

She smiles cheekily and pushed me onto the bed. As we both had sex until morning. I woke up exhausted and balls empty. I felt like I was fucking a succubus for fuck sake.
Of course, Kira could last until morning, the woman is an athlete!

Kira was making breakfast while I was taking a shower. Despite having the best night of my life, having someone who loves me truthfully.

Something is still on my mind and it's both Hanabi and Harumi. I need to understand what my next move here.
Drying myself after a cool shower, my phone rang. It was Harumi.

The cocky bastard wants to meet up with me. Two things that can happen from this meeting. I meet him, something like wanting to fuck me around using Hanabi. Or, I punch him in the face.

I'll cause a scene for sure but I don't think I could hold back.

Well, I don't have to do this alone, after all I have someone for me.

"Hey doofus, breakfast is ready! Let's eat!"

Kira excitedly say as she smiled. Her pretty smile made my heart flutter all over again. This woman is fucking amazing.