Chapter 69

Authors note:

The song for this one is Cardigan by Taylor swift

I have realized that days have gone by, times have past and Christian has not been here, he hasn’t come in to check me out, whatsoever. The only thing that has been keeping me sane is the fact that I have been counting. From one to one hundred, when I am done I start again.

I haven’t had anything to drink or eat , I think it’s been about 3 days although it’s hard to tell. I’ve spent my time thinking about everything. The only thing I can do. The curtains are drawn such that I haven’t even had any sunlight.

I am starting to panic at the idea that he has left me here for dead , never to be seen or found by anyone. I have become so hungry and thirsty to the point of that I think that if I was given the chance to drink my own pee, I would be ecstatic , just to have something in my mouth. Anything .