I have been sitting in the hotel room for some time now and I am starting to feel like I really don't trust Christian at all. When I started asking him about what we are going to do he started assuring me that everything was going to be fine like he always does and I don't like the fact that he always makes a promise to me about how he is going to tell me and never does.
How he wants to tell me but he isn't used to telling people about these things. At this point I don't even think I care about what he has to say, when he comes back I will force the words out of his mouth. I play around with my phone as I try to calm myself down, I know that I am probably just feeling a little mad because things are looking a little hectic right now. I just hope that everything works out in the end , cause I don't want to meet his father. I can just tell by the way that he talks about him that they are not people to be messed around with.