Of all the times I have spent with Christian, I have never been this uneasy. Something about it is just so spine-chilling awkward things at the same time. I want to say something but at the same time, I feel like I don’t know where to begin. His expression is bored and inviting and uninviting and I don’t know if I want to try him.
‘So are you just going to sit there and not say anything? He voices breaking the tension and weirdness. ‘I don’t know what to say, I wouldn’t know where to begin honestly’ I reply in a low tone. All of this is just stressful and eating away at me. ‘Well how about this, how do you feel about the possibility?’ he leans in close as if to lay on the table, watching for my reaction.