Chapter 155

Today, I got up earlier than normal. I could not sleep at night and so I snuck out of the room and walked to the kitchen. Where I got out the chocolate cake that Christian bought a few nights before. I cut myself up a slice and got a glass of water. I let the light from the stars and moonlight the kitchen. Then I sat in the middle of the kitchen thinking about everything while I had my cake and water.

I didn’t notice that it was morning until I heard birds sing their melodic songs outside. I got up from the position I was in and decided that going to bed wouldn’t do me any good either. And so I decided to get the keys to Christian’s car and go out. I needed to clear my head, wanted to go looking for all the baby things that I knew we’d need to buy a few months down the line.