Chapter 16 :

"Hi y/n-chan, where are you going?" Those words made you stop. You faced the owner of the voice.

"Ran Haitani." You murmured his name. Since your meeting he's really been a thorn on your side and as annoying as he is, he's still a thorn even before leaving, here he is smiling smugly at you.

"Are you escaping? And with an enemy on top of that?" He mocked as he pointed his gun at you with a smile on his face.

You faced him feircely and removed the safety of the gun before pointing it on him too. "If you get in my way I'll kill you." You seriously said and his face became dead serious too making the atmosphere really heavy and dangerous.

You, Hanma and Ran were on guard. You were about to click the trigger when Ran suddenly laughed.

"You're really fun y/n! You were really about to kill me just now!" He exclaimed while laughing and held his tummy.

Your gun still pointed on him as you frown. "Hell yeah I'm fucking serious." You impatiently said as you were already running out of time.

Ran put down his gun and smiled at you. "I'll let you escape. I'll handle the rest." He said.

You frown even more, "Are you mocking me right now?" You said.

"Of course not."

"Then, why?"

"For fun, of course." He said like it's not a big deal. You walked towards him and pulled his tie making his face closer to yours and it irritated Hanma.

"What the hell y/n! Don't flirt there and get moving! We'll get caught!" He exclaimed.

You set aside Hanma as you stare at Ran with your serious expression. You looked directly into his eyes. "Make sure that you'll keep it a secret. Or else I'll hunt you down and chop you to pieces and eat you myself." You threatened.

"Hmm, how violent." He paused and licked your lips. "I like it." He winked and you pushed him harshly while glaring at him. His touch really digusted you just now.

You turned your back at him, "Don't get caught. I can't have you die helping me." You said before running away with Hanma. Ran chuckled and bit his lower lip. She's so delectable. He thought and also walked away from the exit to make up excuses.

On the other hand, you and Hanma is now inside a tinted car driving away from Mikey's abode. Your heart tightened as you saw the place you stay at for a short but memorable time become smaller from your vision.

It was for a short time but the emotions you felt there is memorable. Everything that happened there is one of your most precious memories.

You were silent the whole ride and so as Hanma because he can feel how sour your mood is. He's afraid that you might shoot him on the spot.

The both of you reached your family's mansion. You were welcomed with bad looking people. Your house is the same as usual but this time it's a little bit quiet maybe because of Mikey's attack. The thought of him made you happy and sad at the same time.

When you entered your father's office, your relatives welcomed you. Expecially your mother who stood up and hugged you. "Y/n, where did you go? I was so glad when Shuji said he found you!" She said like a typical mother.

"Pfft—" you can't help but laugh at her expression. You pushed her away and looked at her with cold eyes. "Look Aiko." You called her name with disgusted expression. "Don't treat me like a daughter now after everything." You paused and stepped on her feet with your heels. It's your hobby to do that. Why? Cause it's fun. It's a really good thing that Koko brought an expensive one.

She screamed in pain that made you smile. "I never forgot how you tortured me mentally mother." You said with a smile on your face.

"Making me face the mirror and whisper words of manipulation to me and make me your doll. Did you have fun? And oh! Did you also have fun being deceived?" You glared at her.

"I-I'm sorry ba—"

"Shut up!" You exclaimed at her. "Hanma just get her out of here. Make her eat her own shit and torture her 'til she dies. Do whatever you want. Just make it painful." You ordered Hanma without thinking twice so he commanded the men around you to imprison Aiko, your mother. Well not that you still treat her as one.

Then you turned to your relatives who did the same to you. Abused you, tortured you for fun and even molested and raped you. Yes they are that kind of monsters but because of that they made the scariest monster they could see.

"Do the same to them. I don't want to see any of those fucking faces." You said and the men obeyed. Your authority is now unmatched as everyone felt the pressure in your every words.

One of the elders faced you and spit on your face before getting dragged away. "You devil! You're just like Yujiro!" He screamed.

You just wiped the saliva on your face with a frown. "How disgusting." You murmured. How can I be the same as my father when he begged for his life and lose to Mikey? That's just pathetic.

You sighed and walked towards your father's room. It was the most cleaned room so you choose to stay there. You don't even have your own room. They just let you sleep at the basement like an animal.

You laid on the bed and kicked off your heels before covering your eyes with your arms.

The memories with Mikey immediately flashed in your mind. Him being bossy, his appetite, the way he eats his dorayaki like a child, how he tire you out and the way he finally smiled at you a while ago.

Unconsciously you just felt your tears flowing from your eyes. You smiled bitterly, "So this is what you call emotional pain. This is it." You murmured.

Honestly, it's not really Mikey whom you want to break. It was yourself. Because of the trauma you felt as a little child you became unable to feel emotions. You just observed people to cope up but you want to feel it yourself. Especially the feeling of being broken.

Tears continuously fell from your eyes as you sobbed. "I-I miss you... I need you." You whispered words that is directed to Mikey. The only living person who made you feel trivial emotions.

"Mikey. Mikey..." You consecutively called his name like it will make him appear in front of you but he won't. You feel crazy thinking about it like that but you hoped that he will.

You felt delighted because you felt the emotions you've been wanting to feel but tears didn't stop falling from your eyes. You gripped on your clothes near your heart. You clutched it, "It hurts so much, more than any physical pain." You muttered.

After crying so much you suddenly felt dizzy and you feel like vommiting so you ran to the bathroom and let it out but a few minutes later you suddenly felt nauseous again and you realized something.

We never used protection didn't we?

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Mikey is punching Ran, and the latter is now battered and coughing up some blood. Sanzu is holding Rindou to stop him from approaching his brother.

"You fucker! Let go! My brother!" Rindou punched Sanzu as he try to get away but Sanzu did the same to him. "Don't be like that! It's your brother's fault!" Sanzu retaliated

It was such a mess now that y/n is gone. Mikey is now uncontrollable again.

"Mikey! She's gone now! That won't do—"

He glared at Takeomi who spoke. He pointed a gun on him. "Shut the fuck up and find her!" He said and glared at Ran. "You motherfucker. You're guarding the exit and you're saying you never saw y/n?!" He continuously punched him.

"Hold him!" Takeomi commanded. "It was no one's fault. Stop Mikey! Sanzu! Rindou! Stop fucking fighting!" He said and the others held Mikey but he's shaking them off strongly hitting all of them.

Rindou took the chance and ran to his brother and hugged him. "It was not his fault! It's that woman's! She's the one who left you!" He exclaimed while hugging his brother, protecting him.

Rindou's word struck Mikey like a lightning. He lost all of his strength and he kneeled on the floor. "Yeah... Yeah right. It was her's." He murmured and clutched his head as he looked down.

"She also left me... It must be nice that she fulfilled her promise. She succeded, breaking me even more." He said while chuckling but his eyes were emotionless and tears were falling from it.

The next time I see you y/n, you'll surely die by my hands.