The King's Guilt

King Adonis 

It had been a few days since I had chosen absolute solitude to understand the sudden grief I felt when it came to my parents. Cloud had been with the entire time and made me feel so supported and loved that today I felt mentally ready to get back to work. 

I had not seen anyone in over four days and my stomach twisted with a strange fear. Everyone knew why I asked to not be disturbed and I wondered what they would think about me. That after a decade it was only now I had accepted the death of my parents. 

Yet with Cloud, Blue and Rain I realized how much I had gained. Rain looked so much like my mother that at times it felt like she was staring at me. I knew one day he was going to wonder who the past Queen was and why they looked so much alike. I had to be the one to tell him about her.