The Fantasy

Ezra

 

"Can you just go?" I collapsed onto the bed as I covered my face with my hands. It felt like I was going to burst into tears at any moment and the last thing I wanted was for Ezekiel to see me cry again. 

I was not even sure if this was heartbreak or just pure disappointment. I just desperately needed air and it was hard to do that with Ezekiel next to me. Maybe if I had some time to process his words I would understand but right then my heart just needed a break. 

Last night we had taken a bath together, we watched some terrible comedy movie on his laptop as we snacked on a snack jubilee I had made for us then halfway through got distracted and he spent the whole night making me a moaning writhing mess.