All The Feelings That Have Always Been Buried, Finally Explode

"I'm tired."

Those two words were able to make the three men there round their eyes. Eric was really at his lowest point. Like not the usual Eric.

"Eric ...."

Eric smiled bitterly, he looked at his three brothers with a heartbreaking face. "Looks like no matter how hard I try, I can't match my steps with you guys," Eric said, his lips starting to tremble.

"... what do you mean? Don't give up, Eric. You—"

"Bullshit!" cut Eric in a high pitched voice. "The only one who knows to what extent I'm working hard is only me. No matter what I do, I am still always seen by people as the retarded child of you. My brothers are great people, but I am? I'm nothing," Eric continued as he closed his eyes, a bitter smile still adorned that handsome face.

"Are you ... always think like that?" said Luke looking at his brother in disbelief.

Noel grabbed Eric's arm. "Eric, calm down."