The next few weeks has me on a roller coaster of emotions. At times when I look at the babies I am so happy that they are here, and I love them so much. Other times when I look at them I feel miserable because Brent is not here to see them. Luckily the miserable times are less than the happy times.
Whenever Alice detects a slump in my mood she will bring me something fun to eat, and she would play with the babies while I rest.
Eventually it is time to go home. Having the two babies in the small room is uncomfortable. I want to go to my house and I want to set up my life and I want to buy the things that my babies need. I want them each they have their own little bed and I want to buy things and decorate a room for them.