Receiving such concern, Kiss return a smile. It was vague yet sincere. No such thing as truth if he will only lie. Truthfully, he is nervous. When it comes to popularity, you have to be thick-skinned. Though, with the help of Kris, it will only takes a matter of time before Kiss finally learn everything. Kris is willing to lend a hand as long as Kiss is determined. And as Kiss' future husband, it is only a thing to help his wife. Kiss was not as good as it seems when in terms of filming. He might be quite good-looking in a lens but his courage and self-esteem is low. He's used in labor work whereas he only think of his performance daily to increase his salary. He doesn't need to act cute to every customer he encounter. Unlike in a camera, you need to be extra careful with your movements as not to cause any dissatisfaction to your career. Kiss and Kris have a wide differences in terms of living. Although Kris don't really have to enter the entertainment industry since his family can provide him leisurely, he still believe that it is better to achieve something you earn than depend on the wealth that doesn't even cost you a sweat. But for Kiss, he have a different perspective, for him, having a money in the tip of your palms is like serving you a plate of dessert. No worries, no fear, no longer need to look for food. Wealth is awesome but it can also drag you to addiction.
Kiss sit back again. And though, he sit comfortably beside Kris, his line of sight landed on his wrist. Kris still gripping his wrist kiestless. Not giving any sign of letting go. Kiss could only sigh. He tried to pull out of his hand but Kris doesn't seem to bother. He just look straight into Kiss eyes. Pleading, asking permission of not wanting to resist.
"Okay fine. What now?" Kiss started to get irritated. Although, he's thankful that Kris didn't refused the offer, he also knows that this man will ask something in return.
"Will you really be fine doing it? It might be hard for you at first, Specially that it's your first time but are you sure you can hold it up? I'm just worried" Kris sincere words didn't reached Kiss mind as he was in a daze the moment he hears it. It's like, he have different interpretation of it.
"Don't speak in that way. You're giving me goosebumps. I feel like you mean something different from what you actually have to say" Red tinted hue is started to get visible in Kris' face. Infact, he didn't mean any other thing to it, he just didn't expect his wife to be this obscene.
"Honey, I think you misunderstood something. I didn't mean anything about it expect for my concerns about you. It's pure and refined" Kris let go of his grip as he tried to reason his words. "But I also like what you mean" he added.
Kris received a smack from his wife. Though, it's not that hard still it makes him feel a little bit dizzy. He brush his head off to ease the his dizziness as he look at his wife with a pitiful face. Pouting lips, puppy eyes and frowning was a combination of his so called 'cute'. Though in general, he looks stupid.
"Be serious. I want to earn as soon as possible. Little K is growing and his needs are further increasing. Moreover, I need to send him back to school" Kiss was more down the moment he mentioned his baby brother's school. Tuitions, miscellaneous fee and other needs that he still didn't completely calculate are now circulating his mind. Money, money, money. All his cells are now producing the same word and even if he wanted to fulfill it, he is incompetent, weak, and gay- I mean poor.
"Honey, you don't have to worry about it. Infact, I can lend you some and I can even enroll your brother to a prestigious school without worrying his fees. I'll sponsor him. I'll take care of everything. You don't have to crack your bones out" speaking out his thoughts, Kris tried to give out his offer. It might be simple since money can rule up anything, only the approval of his wife is difficult to achieve.
"No.. I.. I wanted to be the one who provided my baby's needs. I am his brother. It's my duty to give him all he want no matter what. Even if I have to sell everything out as long as I can give him comfort, I don't mind loosing myself" Kiss turn his gaze into Little K's sleeping posture. A bitter smile was form. And though, he failed to pamper his baby brother before, he is determined to do it now "That's why, I..... I want you to teach me how to act infront of a camera" Kiss added.
Kris who was stunned for a minute, abruptly hugged Kiss that startled him. Kris is drown deeper and deeply madly in love with his wife. Not only Kiss is responsible, he is also a reliable brother. Kris wanted to protect his wife even more. Love him, pamper him and give him the most things even if he doesn't need to.
"I'll teach you anything I know. From the very beginning until you finally learn it all. I'll be by your side"
Kiss couldn't talk. He was unable to spout words. As Kris embrace becomes tighter, Kiss subconsciously burred his face into Kris shoulder as he return his embrace. He's very thankful to meet someone like him.
'Thank you' he thought.
As the two figure keeping their body attached. A pair of black orbs was staring at them while grinning. His smile is somewhat mischievous. Although, half of his face were covered by a blanket and his eyes were somewhat close in a far distance but his vision is clear and wide. Ofcourse, the truth is, he didn't really sleep. He just wanted to coy his big brother so that he can have any idea how to give his big brother some aid. He just didn't expect that his big brother cares so much about him that he's willing to sacrifice himself for him. To Kiss, Little K is his world but for him, his big brother is his universe. His world circulate because of his big brother. Even when his still under his father's care, Kiss never forget to send money for him. To provide his necessities daily in which he didn't receive. Every money that Kiss sent was spent in his father's gambling debts. That even their house and land are all pawned.
Little K's life with his father are much worst than hell. He could only eat once a day with a single bread. He didn't even attend any schooling because his father won't agree to it. Saying that it is only a waste of time, waste of money and waste of effort. His 3x meal a day was provided by their neighbors. If they didn't take pity of him, he sure is dead along time ago. His sufferings are way bitter. There's no single day that he didn't think of escaping. He just don't know how to and where to go.
At that moment, when he heard that one of his neighborhood daughter was going to the City of Meyhem, he decided to tag along. He knows that his big brother is at the same city and he wanted to go leaving the outmost hell alone.
Just then when his neighboring daughter was about to go, he plead to come. Begging that he wanted to escape far away from home. That house is not a home but hell. And because those people knows his situation, they didn't stop him. Although, it might cause a trouble but still no one wanted to see him suffer again. Little K is smart. He knows how to play better than of adults.
When they reach the City of paradise, that was the time when they call Kiss to pick up his baby brother using his father's phone. To sum it up, the neighboring people team up to tied up their father just to inform Kiss. That's how Little K ended up with his big brother.
Little K still keep observing at them. And though his started to get pissed because it's been fucking 5 minutes and they still hugging each other. Aren't they tired?
'When will their body part ways and lips touch?'
'they're both gays, so why?'
'when will these annoying scene ended?''
'is it really necessary to hug that long?'
'ahh I wanted to get up and smack them both'
Those thoughts circulate Little K's little mind. As his eyes are now slowly giving up and was about to fall when suddenly, he saw something most adult in television would do. Something that only an adult shall know.
'Wait, wait, wait,.... is he.... sucking him?'