Chapters 36

"Shit, I fell asleep!" I murmured as i opened my eyes.

When I opened my eyes, what I saw in my surroundings was an empty seats.

I looked around and stopped at a certain figure, she is holding a black accessory cat.

She is looking at the accessory with silence.

"Meow" she said with a soft voice but I still heard it.

'Cute'

That's the only thing comes out in my mind. Plus points to the girls like her.

'Now that I think of it! Isn't she Komi-san?'

A girl with glossy dark black hair that flows to her lower back, a slender body and an incredibly beautiful face.

'Yep she is Komi-san from the anime called Komi san can't communication was it or not?'

As I thinking something she immediately looks toward me.

'Hey! Wasn't it supposed to be tadano?'

I looked towards the other guy, it should be tadano the main character of the show.

'But why is it that he is sleeping? Its your cue ya know?'

As I wait for tadano to wake up, Both Komi and I stared at each other.

I couldn't help it anymore I then said "I totally didn't heard anything."

Komi immediately stand up and ran towards the door.

'Shit! If this happens Komi might became a loner if she didn't have anyone to help her!'

I then stand up and shouted "Hey! Komi-san are you bad at speaking others?"

She then freeze and started vibrating in place.

She then turned to me and look.

"Ha"

"HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA....." She started vibrating and saying the word again and again.

"Uh... I get it now! You really bad at speaking."

It was also one of my problem in my past life, It very hard for me to speak because I was a coward.

She is lacking the courage to speak something. Even I also like that in the past.

'Is she trying to say something?'

Her mouth opened a little as he started to vibrate again.

"How about you write something you want to say in the black board or something?"

Since it was the nearest between Komi and I.

It was also the thing both Komi and Tadano used to communicate in the manga.

Komi then started writing on the blackboard.

'Is something wrong in my eyes or is it just me? I can see komi sprouted a cat ears?'

'Komeow-san'

"How could you tell that I have trouble speaking to others?"

It was the words written by Komi in the blackboard.

"Uh... Feelings?" I said.

It definitely will be sound creep if I said I been observing you.

"Uh... I just drew a conclusion from how you react to other things, especially with someone wanted to talk to you."

"Is there anybody knows this in our class? Or is it just me?"

"Just You"

"So? Do you want to talk more or you want to go to the gymnasium?" I said.

Hearing that Komi then again something on the blackboard.

"I couldn't eat my lunch"

"But actually I want to chat"

"I get so nervous when I'm in front of people and my face tenses up because I get scared"

"When I get close to people they get nervous too and run away from me some even faint and some even kneeled down and begged for my forgiveness"

"I can see that" I said.

"Do people hate me?"

She then started to write again the blackboard.

"Wait no, of course they do. How can they like someone they can't speak with?

"I get it"

After sometime writing and writing her feelings and experience, past, flashback, etc.

"What should I do?"

"I just want to eat lunch with them"

By just reading everything she write on blackboard, I can definitely feel the loneliness she feel.

She's just like another normal girl who wants to have friends.

*Hic*

*Hic*

*Hic*

I look at her, if one didn't read the manga they might think that she's crying. But she isn't its just a hicc-.

'Eh? Is that tears?'

There is a liquid that drop in the ground. I can see the thing that dropped.

"Here, you can use this! I haven't dirtied nor used it" I then taked out a handkerchief in my pockets and offered it to Komi.

She stared at me, I can see her tears dripping down to her cheeks. She shakes her head and take out her own handkerchief.

I then put back the my handkerchief awkwardly.

'Is my memories damage or something? Is komi really cried in the manga?'

She again started to write in the blackboard.

"I can't greet people"

"The others can do it easily but not me, Expressing happiness, Conveying gratitude, talking about past mistake, discussing studies, small talk about the weather. Anyone can do it besides me."

She stopped a moment after again started writing.

"I'm sorry."

"I wasted your time with all this mundane topic."

"Please forget everything you saw heard today."

She stopped and slowly walks toward the door.

I look at the other who was still sleeping, my hand was so itchy that I wanted to spank his head making me do his work.

Sighed, since I already started it then might as well finish it.

*scratching sound

"The weather is nice today, huh."

That's what I wrote in blackboard. Komi stopped and look at thing I wrote.

She then pick a chalk and write something.

"Yes"

She then stop and look at me.

I then said with a low voice "Hey say something else."

"Sakura petals look good"

She then put her other hand to her chest. I can hear her beating heart.

I then responded something and she respond too. Both of us started playing, drawing, writing and talk many things.

"Komi-san, Do you have a dream?" I asked to take the final attack.

"To have a hundred friends" she wrote, I wanted to laugh but I hold myself, I can already see her started writing something.

"Please don't laugh" she wrote.

"How about you?" She asked.

Now that I think about it. What is my dream? Lying in Utaha's soft thighs was already fulfilled.

"I still don't have one."

"Since, I don't have a dream to fullfil then the only thing I can do is to fulfill others dream"

Utaha, Ryõta, Nino, Ichika, Miku, Yotsuba, Itsuki that's the people I want to help to fulfill their dreams. I don't mind adding another one.

"Then I'll be your first friend! I'll help you get another 99 more" I wrote then I smiled as I look at her.

Her no expression face became surprised. She then started to wrote something.

"Thank you! Please take care of me." I smiled lightly and glance at Komi who's face is flustered.

I can see her flustered cute face. Its definitely a thing to remember. She then ran immediately out of the room while keeping her flustered face.

"Ah- Komi-san!" I shouted, I want to follow but stopped.

I saw Tadano finally awaked.

"Hey you! You're finally awaked!" I said.

"Huh? Did I fall asleep? Oh its you Kise-san" Tadano said as he yawned.

"Did I miss something?" He asked.

"Yes!"

"What? What did I missed?" He asked nervously.

"We missed PE"

"Shit" 2x