Chapter 3 Fight or Die

Mental illness always provides a choice between life or death. Those who are ignorant of the direction of their lives, far from others, will die just like that.

Without a touch that can make the patient's heart become very dead and no longer have a purpose how his life takes place. Those who choose to be open always have the opportunity to see the world with something much more extraordinary.

Both are equally choosing, and we can't force how a person's life is. Whatever has been chosen is a process of thought and consideration for a very long time so that it is able to accept a choice. Then what about you? Would you choose to die, or live with me?

There is a child who is affected by mental disorders from his little diir. She was a girl born into a very simple family. His father was a great drunkard with a mother who loved to sell herself just for the sake of an ambition to eat her son. One of them is the girl.

He grew up with food produced by the ban, he said it was all he forcibly because he no longer knew how to get to the heart of this mother selling his diir to get some money.

This mother does not really understand if what she gives to her child will be meat that will later be used for school, preaching and so on.

Their lives look so heavy that the mother very willingly hands over her body to a crocodile that is able to give her money.

This girl's life has lived her heavy life when she was a child, various forms of violence have been enjoyed so that this girl grows into a very brutal girl. So what's the cause? It turns out that linkungan is able to form a person, the environment is able to create a person's character, determines all forms of a person. What they will be like, one of them is also affected by the environment.

So the message that I will convey here is adaah, we must be able to provide a quality environment for good growth and development as well. Children are an investment that will be profitable or detrimental depending on the upbringing of their own parents.

The girl over time grew up to be a very beautiful person, with a father and also a mother who was still with their profession. This girl's age has reached 20 years, meaning it has been 20 years and her parents gave her haram food.

This girl as an adult apparently had a mental disorder that her parents did not know about. This girl often locked herself into the room, ruffling her hair and making a mess of her room. Her body is very seedy and disgusting, although actually this is a very beautiful girl if well maintained.

This girl was deadlocked and no longer knew where her life was going to be. He had lost a reason for his passion again with his life. Breaking up with the man who used to accompany her since she was 15 years old, a man who was always there when sad or happy.

Until finally the man with the heart to marry this girl, very severe injuries coupled with the condition of his parents who never gave him space to live like a human being usually. Still coupled with the pain resulting from a man who strongly believed in the girl, the thing that was very crushing for the girl to make a very severe mental disorder.

The girl who used to be a cheerful girl now has to pay for it with a wound with a drug that has not yet been found. The girl with a very neat style of clothing is now a very careless girl. Always fight, many silent even later when he is angry then everyone will be the target of his amuka.

At school she also did not have a friend, even often stamped to be a "crazy girl". But another thing that is very proud is about the achievements that are maintained until now, the ranking is always obtained even though there is no time for him to learn for the achievement.

Until one day this girl was no longer seen at her school for a few days, even the sound of her screams was no longer visible from her room. His father and mother who no longer cared about him chose to be quiet and let the girl remain in his room rather than would make a riot if later out of the room. A few days ago this girl managed to run amok and injure her neighbors until hospitalized.

After the incident was no longer visible to him, even his voice was not visible at all. After this girl went berserk he finally obtained a raging time and also a tantrum from his parents, even his parents no longer wanted to consider this troublemaker girl as their child.

After some teachers checked into his house and there was only his mother at that time, how surprised the school when he got an answer did not know the girl's whereabouts. Finally the teacher asked permission to enter the girl's room, and it turned out that the first thing she saw was a dark and messy room so that the teacher did not see anything. The window began to open until finally a girl who was lying very weak was also covered in blood on her head and hands.

The stench was also smelled, until finally the teacher's mother checked about the condition of this girl, and the thing obtained was that this girl died by suicide. Various actions were finally taken.

From this we learn that mental it is able to give humans to lose a life including the loss of life. And it turns out that the thing chosen from this girl is to die rather than fight for her life. Indeed, it is a very wrong choice, even though behind it there is still a choice to fight where later we will be given a kejtan from the universe in the form of happiness that is not even more so.

Keep choosing something that at least doesn't hurt us too much. Whatever happens, this is the life god has prepared for his creatures. Creatures are a form that God created, the form here is human.

The best choice is a choice that can keep us with the opportunity to continue to fight through our lives.

We all have a test that is not the same, some are lighter or even vice versa. But believe it or not. Our goal is to remain the same: to get an eternal happiness from God. It would be hypocritical to admit that.

Stay alive even if we are useless, still be people even though we are always considered bastards.

Take care of your faith, and keep breathing no matter what.