The Villainess Doesn't Want To Live

What will you do when you wanted to die but dying seems to be out of the choices? Nicole - a woman with suicidal habits greeted death fearlessly. She waited 23 years of her life for death to come knocking at her doorstep but her delight was soon replaced with horror when she woke up as the villainess in a novel she read years ago. What she thought was the end of her sufferings turns out to be a new chapter for new tragedies. As she lives as Megaria - the Villainess, will she ultimately die peacefully in her new life or will she finally be able to have the desire to live?